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I am STILL having nothing to do with Scotts place after what transpired there during my holidays... just cos of one female saying shit i get treated like that.  Now its a second female saying shit cos shes had issues with me ever since she first knew me... typicial women i say... they never say it to your face... allways whinge behind your back. To be honest ive fallen away fropm that group... i get along with all but two ppl atm but the general acceptance of the actions of those two has made me wonder if ANY of these ppl are my friends. So ive basically stayed away from anything.  This task has been made all the easier now that im living by myself PLUS in typicial Tuckey fashion im using a weakness of mine to my advantage... my slow productivity at work.  I am very slow at work atm... but finishing late makes it easier to save money (less opportunites to spend it) as well as makes it easier to stay away from former friends.  I find it much easier to deal with my slo...

Wow talk about a shite time of year in terms of friendships and work.  Ive been very slow at work, very very heavy and now very unpopular.  i had 3 ppl living with me at the start of september... they had all moved out by the end of november and i was enemies with all 3 of them.  Jess was stirring trouble about me at Scotts place... this occured after she left... i then proceed to put her on my favourite list... the "dont ever wanna see you again" list.  a few others have now also made it onto that list.  Dayna is the most notable addition and in a way is even worse than jess... she turned Aston and Emma against me  right near the end of november.  This occured after my hols which was a mish mash of failed attempts to break a junkfood addiction.  There were two positives in spring though.... Angels kittens were born in september and i became boarder free right at the end of november.  If it was wasnt for Daynai would prob still have Aston and...

With October certainly not living up to expectations on the fitness front i was hoping that the detox programme taken on my hols would FINALLY get me some much need progress in the weight loss battle.  I was quite surprised at the lack of action coming from these pills... i expected to be shitting a lot more than i was... i limted my junkfood intake but didnt cut it out.  The hols had other dramas too.  After thinking that the smoke had settled from the incident in October i started going over to Scotts place again only to find that the dramas had NOT gone away... as a result i have RESUMED my boycott of this place until further notice.  So with the weightloss and friendships all going pearshaped in the hols you could be forgiven for thinking that once i got back to work all would be good.... WRONG the new run i started has made me even slower than before.  Oh well at least it was making me forget about the problems at home which had hit a new level with yet ano...