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my first kitesurfing session of the month today. im enjoying the peace and quiet now in terms of ppl at my place but i still have 4 cats to find homes for. dramas with neighbours again. no rush though

Well that was the plan for 2013 that i made at the end of 2012... and unlike other new years resolutions i am actually delivering on this promise... i have been a VERY VERY angry person so far this year.  Still yet to kitesurf... i tried kitesurfing but the unbelievable happened... i am TOO FAT for my harness... but to be honest it wasnt really windy enuf so no big loss.  Initially the plan was to cease hanging with the group but  Andrea has sorta come up with some ideas that has given me and idea... still hang with ppl... but on my terms doing things that i wanna do... and some new ideas too... thanx to Andrea.  A few insane ideas have come into her head... and they sound pretty cool.  Like myself shes sorta trying to get back to her old haunts... me with the kitesurfing and her with her martial arts.... particularly pro wrestling which she used to do back in da day. Now shes keen on giving kiting a go and to square things off shes keen on getting me into pro w...

Heck it only took a week and allready ive fallen out with Stipe... hes REALLY pissed me off this time... acusing me of trying to break up him and his long disatance girlfriend... she denies that and to be honest he knows its a lie as well... hes just annoyed that i sometimes finish late at work and cant hang out with him.... lets not go there hes been screwed up ever since he met this girl Crystal... who incidently is the person whos telling him to "get over it" more than me, more than Andrea, more than anyone else.  anyway hes blocked me on fb and refused to go to Davids bday cos i was gonna be there... incidently apparantly dayna did the same thing lmao.  Davids party was great... went to Dennys, had a huge feed and he told me that jess... who as you may be aware is the third person on my spacial list (of ppl who i dont ever wanna see again... the newest  addition of course being Stipe) has had her baby and has been BANNED from mrs ms place (aka grand central). this of ...

Ok dunno if i will write it all up in one installment but here goes hehe.  As most ppl im aware of had a quite a shite 2012 i would in keeping with the spirtit of beinbg different LOVE to say that 2012 kicked ass... but unfortanetely mine too sucked.  here it is broken down..... WORK: The start was spent in Howick... transferred to Botany in late feb.  My workrate immediately improved for a while... then i started taking AGES to do my mail and by the end of the year was pretty peeved and at times even contemplating a return to Maccas.  But i still enjoy my job... even if i have been finishing late.  This really has been the determining factor for virtually everything else this year as it has prevented me from rushing headlong back into kitesurfing... KITESURFING: With the exception of little bursts i really have lost all my enthusiasm for kiting... and the only reason why i have those little bursts is when yet another problem occurs in other areas of my ...

My obsession with the madness of serial killers and mass murderers often had me at the end of november looking through youtube docos about famous murderers like Bundy, Dalmer and one of my favourites the french dude who started it all... Gilles de Rais.  i often take a look into the macabre... remember not so long ago i was continuously watching Iraq beheadings of hostages over there... not on youtube... too graphic for that but on sites like Ogrish etc.  Now obsession of the minds of serial killers initially and then over to spree killers and whether these violent acts of hate were ever justified.  After watching youtube vids aplenty i came to the conslusion that there was NO justification for any of those killing sprees.  By the end of November i even to the conclusion that not even the Collumbine killers violent acts were justified.  And the others were just acts of rage.  As allways the political hornets nest gets stirred up every time mass killings tak...