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Well since my last post I have basically cooked my own goose. lots of ppl doubt my assertions that it's God that's telling me to walk away from dramas. well ok maybe it's not God but I'm doin it anyway.... I lost my temper and as a result smashed a frying pan. I have decided to fully disconnect myself from the last 3 years.... It's the only way. I didn't start the war... They did. and this bloody blog site can't be deleted. Ppl will always hate my guts... Regardless of what I do haha so bye bye world

Having issues trying to delete this page. In the meantime I'm still posting. Thinking of moving house and even changing jobs to fully cleanse myself of the last 3 years. God is so keen on having me destroy any trace of the last 3 years that he sez not even my job is safe. moving house may automatically mean changing jobs... Not cos of financial reasons but because the next house I get will certainly not be in Howick... You can't get a dog kennel for under $400 grand out this way. Anything with room and a section will be far too expensive and hence I'll need to had out west where I know there are big houses in my price range. If I move then getting a transfer in post shouldn't be too hard. Beach lands is another option.... Still too expensive for a stand alone house but I mite be able to get a bigger unit for less than $400000. You may think this is a bit harsh but the bible did talk about cutting arms and putting eyes out if body parts cause you to sin. This is on...

Alarm clock failed to work.... Woke up by myself at 645.... still managed to get to work before 7 but I like starting early... As I've changed teams again the starting times are now very cruisy. In Howick the starting time was very strict, in Pakuranga everything else was strict... In Botany it's cruisy... Everyone is chilled... And plenty of work too so the money is rolling in.... What's more it keeps me away from home more so I don't have to contend with dramas there. However today's plans have been screwed up a bit due to my late rising... Will have to drop my car off to Bruce after work. I believe gods telling me to do some serious changes to my life... Looks like the last 3 years are gonna be wiped from my existence. Remember this is the same God that stopped the earths rotation for a day and also made animals talk to ppl... This is in the bible btw and the bible is yet to be proven wrong... It never will be because God is the one true master... The worship o...

he's told me to deactivate my FB Account. He's also been hard at work cleansing my life.... One of the things he's done is removing several ppl from my life.... I'm not allowed to associate with them from what I believe. he sez I'm a kitesurfer and I belong with my OLDSKOOL ways. He wants me to forget about the last 3 years. He says that I'm keeping my tenants by hook or by crook... This explains all the hate I've been getting from ppl... But God has told me that as he did with the FB hacking he will destroy the ways of those who oppress me. I believe he's also telling me to get rid of this site too. Infect looks like my entire online presence is having the finger pointed at. However the biggest issue on my life is my neighbours.... It could get extremely ugly this year between me and them as I do plan to keep the kittens that Angel has. This year may be the year that i breathe my last.... I could go to jail this years... It's that bad so Gods...

Anyway I'll continue... I was talking about me believing that God was telling me that this is the year for me finally sorting things out in my life. One of them finally sorting my fitness issues out. I have struggled with a junk food addiction for several years now due to the company I keep. when I was friends with them and used to go on outings I always thought I was too poor and too fat. the only times I was able to save money and lose weight was when I had the occasional falling out... Especially with Eva. We've fallen out 4 times so far.. Including the current one. The two most recent fallings out have resulted in little if any improvements in my physique but in 2010 the second falling out resulted in "fit October" where not nly I lost weight but STILL gained muscle...78kgs is not the lightest I've been in my adult life but amongst the lightest I've been in recent years.. Especially since I've been a postie (ironic I know!!) but never before and ...

I believe I was hearing right when God spoke to me saying that I would finally accomplish goals this year.... In a year where losers hope that their miserable existence finally ends on Dec 21 (you only tend to hear depressed ppl with no life believing that sorta thing.. Both the heathern collision with Nibiru but also some outcast Christians are getting their hopes up with the second coming.... Once again you don't seem to hear ppl at church going on about 2012 being THE YEAR. Of course I don't believe that this is the year... I have my reasonings on that. Of course the group that I fell out with were mostly those who basically wish they were dead but lacked the balls to end it themselves... So are hoping for Nibiru or Jesus to do it for them.... Classic loser mentality... Getting someone else to solve your pretty problems.... How bout getting off your arse and solving it YOURSELF. Ideally by positive means like getting a job as opposed to negative means like suicide. Yes a...

Yes I have posted on Facebook and have even opened it up to others.... That's a privilege nowadays in view of the major issues I have with ppl and their attitudes.... Those ppl know who they are. I don't need to name them. Ok as my website is sorta stagnated due to my dead laptop Im putting most stuff on here. In work news I may be jumping ship again. Last year I changed from Pakuranga to Howick teams. This time I may head to botany team as Howick is full and as I'm the noob I'm first choice to get the chop. Each team has it's pros and cons even taking out the ppl factor

A year today since I arrived back from my big holiday in OZ. It's been an insane year since i can assure you. Te latest drama is more constipation. Health issues have been part of the package since my arrival back this time last year. toothache, panic attacks and now constipation. This is quite recurrent... Been so for the last week now... Relieved only with the occasional laxative. Mental illness of course has also been prevailent. Already mentioned panic attacks but also paranoia about the rapture, the end times and geo engineering. Saw geo engineering for the first time a couple of weeks ago, first time ever so I guess I can't deny it anymore. However I'm not one of those mutters who think everything's out to get them... I KNOW everything's out to get me..... Haha kidding. I don't believe in the NWO, aliens, shape shifters etc and I don't think HAARP is even capable of causing earth quakes... Let alone being used for that purpose. I use the term...