Did he really say that?

I believe I was hearing right when God spoke to me saying that I would finally accomplish goals this year.... In a year where losers hope that their miserable existence finally ends on Dec 21 (you only tend to hear depressed ppl with no life believing that sorta thing.. Both the heathern collision with Nibiru but also some outcast Christians are getting their hopes up with the second coming.... Once again you don't seem to hear ppl at church going on about 2012 being THE YEAR. Of course I don't believe that this is the year... I have my reasonings on that. Of course the group that I fell out with were mostly those who basically wish they were dead but lacked the balls to end it themselves... So are hoping for Nibiru or Jesus to do it for them.... Classic loser mentality... Getting someone else to solve your pretty problems.... How bout getting off your arse and solving it YOURSELF. Ideally by positive means like getting a job as opposed to negative means like suicide. Yes as you can see Im not exactly full of praise for my former friends... Even the ones I'm still friends with. The whole group in general have emotional issues caused by several factors... Mainly a culture of LOSERISM. Yes things have degraded even further since my last writeup between me and my former friends..... Learning that I'm now a "greedy bastard only driven by money" was the reason for certain ppl having issues with me. Other ppl think that I'm working too many hours and not spending enuf time with them.... I don't remember having any sons. Oh boo hoo some ppl are gonna have mental issues because mark Tuckey didnt spend enuf time with them because he was too busy BEING A TEAM PLAYER at work... Something that those dissing me don't understand cos they are too damn lazy to get a job. Don't expect me to rant on Facebook... This is where you will find it... I've sed before that Facebook is not my choice of venue to diss ppl... I'd rather do it on here where those who wanna have a squiz can increment my viewing counter haha. But despite all the issues and dramas and the less than uplifting comments about ppl as of late believe it or not I have only fallen out with TWO ppl and one of those does not actually fit into the loser, unemployed, nonvoter category although is still paranoid and believes all sorts of drivel drifting through cyberspace like a big turd in a a cess pit. I'm willing to accept the others because unlike certain other ppl they still accept me despite having just as many issues with me as I do with them. However I will not be attending any parties. It's just not a good idea and to be honest I don't wanna hang with any of them. I'd rather hang with OLDSKOOL friends like stipe and Andrew. Stipe still hangs with that other crowd, including the two lasses who hate my guts. I have no problems with that at all. They are now his friends NOT mine. As for those things I felt that God was saying to me? I hang on to those words haha. I was gonna try and het in shape for Wazzas bday in an attempt to shock and awe ppl but due to to issues like major fallings out I won't be attending... And I am still fat, heavy and looking butt ugly to be honest. I believe I heard God say that one of my goals was bettering "fit October " which means that ill be weighing less than 78 kgs and benching more than 82 it's