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looking back at 2013 i can see that it sorta breaks the mould a tad... it sorta provides an exception to the general notion that each year has been getting worse and worse since 2010... it was a close one in regards to 2013... sure it was definately worse than 2012... but was it better than 2014?  i think maybe... but only just.  supersize me.... yea applies to a year that was my heaviest ever... lowest weight was 83kgs but mostly around 90 and a peak of 94!... thats over 200 pounds... and got a pic of me in jaxxs pool in november 2013 on my work hols when i was that weight... and its a such a grossout pic of me with my tummy rolls that it really needs to be framed and put on my wall!... or at least my facebook page. anyway i saw it in with wazza and braeden at mine... and me wazza and andrea went to wharfjumping... nothing wrong with the start... although the antisociety attitude in me was alive and kicking i can assure you... even on a day in the sun. this would be one of ...

very topsy turvy time of year.... all over the show... like living in a nightmare. Caleb was at mine quite a bit... he pissed me off so i decided to fast track my moving into Andreas and decided to have him pay me $160 a week and live at mine by himself.  obviously this didnt work and my place was empty.  however at the end of july some ppl at mrs ms were keen on moving in... starting up an entirely new chapter at my place... infact i suddenly had 4 different groups of ppl wanting to move into mine... but decided to stick with the ones that didnt want the place to themselves.  also the 18 month drama free period between me and stipe came to an end.  whilst the event was trivial that finally ended it... there is obviously much underlying issues which will never be resolved.  one chapter of my existance that really is over. im still a very bitter person and whilst ive had obvious issues with ppl i have also discovered that some ppl are all good.  the jeep a...

2012 was seen in at mrs ms place... which is ironic as shit would go down there at the end of the year. this was the last year that i had no enemies that i knew of... ever since then ive had enemies and it was this year that i started hating the world... and societa and humanity and the system in general.  but it all started innocently enuf... i had huge goals for this year... majorly ambitious and you guessed it i never even came close to achieving them... but 2012 was certainly better than all the following years and unlike 2011 guyfawkes was epic... thanx mainly to Braeden... who i hung out with lots. However my birthday had dramas... and i fell out with Eva and Andrea... two different reasons.  not to be outdone the system pissed me off too as i had my first ever in person chemtrail sighting in Jan... so it was me against the world.  The new system at work was going well... and i was starting to crank the hours... and as i still had Aston and Emma at mine i was gett...

Ok now i saw in 2011 whilst in OZ... the first time i spent new years in another country since 1986.  it was a state of Eutopia... this period... the huge holidays i had from late 2010 to early Feb 2011 was one of the most pleasureable periods of my entire existance.  after a great time in Sydney with Craig i came back to Auckland and celebrated my bday and Davids bday at mrs ms place before heading on my second OZ trip... this time to stay with Luke... in Brisbane.  Loved OZ, loved the ppl... loved the weather... even though it DOES rain in Brissy.... it rains lots.  we were getting flooded out whilst back at home in auckland my venus flytrap was baking in one of the hottest summers there for over a decade and it dried up and died thanks to no rain.  we kited in Brissy... some days amazing conditions.  Came back to Auckland full of life... at the peak... cos things were about to go down hill and have not stopped descending to this day. However in the gra...

well not officialy summer but hints are there... pollen etc and with it hayfever. getting sunburnt now too. long days and with it sleepless nights... glad im on my exile at da mo... hope to stay on exile all the way through the summer. anyway events coming up... as allways a busy month lies ahead and prob another wallet smasher at that... athletics starts up on tuesday and with it the customary purchase of gym gear... which is basically what i wear all the time now as its more practicial than dressing like a "gangsta".  then of course there is the trangle of madness that is Armageddon, Halloween and then of course GUYFAWKES.  Was gonna skip Armgeddon this year but decided that i can never have too many zombie weapons and besides Jake the Snake Roberts is gonna be appearing at IPW woop woop. Anyway unsure about Halloween as to where im gonna have that but guyfawkes will be at mrs ms and Andreas... infact one of the reasons why im staying at Andreas is because of guyfawkes....