da happz

Ok lets be bloody honest.... THIS YEAR HAS BEEN SHIIIIIIIIIITE WEIGHT: First time ive been over 90kgs, first time ive been 200 pounds... so far i havent been anywhere close to the 80kg mark... recently i have had some success at getting my weight down... to 85 kilos... like you know somethings wrong when i start thinking of 85kgs as light lmao...  not only have i been heavy but my upper body is SHOT... so far none of the powerlifting action that occured last year... where i was at my strongest allround body ever... (in 2007 i was much stronger in the arms but weak virtually everywhere else). This year i have been seriously out of shape... no definition in my arms... prob cos of sod all gym action... my cardio however is still improving... thanx to my job and my lower body as allways in in good running order... never been an issue with legs n stuff... its my UPPER body which is in a bad way. MONEY: wow seriously who would have thought that... 2004 min wage... saving heaps.... 20...

started off with as hiss and a roar with a trip to Mairaitai... but after that the dramas reared their ugly head.  First with Stipe and then with my neighbours.  Stipe and i had fallen out and remained so for the rest of the month. Neighbour trouble too with the cats and him accusing me of scratching his car. Usual bullshit.  Anyway i have decided that i will be moving out sometime in the next 5 years. My weight keeps setting new records with a top of 200 pounds.  Apart from one occasion where i sunk as low as 83kgs i have allways been over 85... whod have thought that 85kgs would be considered light for me... but it is now.  Dunno if its muscle or fat but i dont feel very strong so probably fat.  Braeden moved out near the enmd of the month so its just me and 4 cats atm. Its been a warm month... great weather... so different from last year... really has, no complaints.  Not hugely bad on the chem front either... speaking of which... went to the protes...

ok simply put ppl HATE my guts... ppl have been proven to be frauds so i AM OFFICIALLY back to my old self with a new skool twist... once shoulder is healed im fully back into kiting when work allows... with the exception of certain ppl i have NOT officially severed contact but with me preoccupied with my old haunts natural selection will play its part.... more to come

quite a stable month, quite consistant... consistantly bad. And now we have a new source of trouble... WORK. I have been DECLINED time off for my bros wedding holiday... thanx to THEIR screwup not mine.  Fortunately i did manage to salvage the actual wedding day itself so will be going down for the Sat 14th September. All gd but speaking of work i got unfriended by a person who i thought i was all good with... that set me off in a way that i didnt expect and i have been ANGRY ever since.  Also CALEB has been a pain in the ARSE... seriously i hate EVERYONE now.... just leave me the FUCK alone.  Cos of all the bullshit i have fast tracked my re entry back to the water... trying to make a it a daily thing now.... just to get away from everything.  Did have some GOOD news though... i FINALLY got my 80lb crossbow :P