da happz

woop woop and with it comes the end of summer for another year... i will of course be posting a feb writup as well asa  summer writeup.... a summer which was VERY turbulant. anyway in other news im off work next week so should be fun... allready bokked outings with mum nd another with stipe.... aston is also off work and andrea who ive sorta moved in with is still off work but injured so the stuff we do which is often physical wont be occuring... but im helping her out around the house and shes babysitting the kittens.... which has made the situation between me and my neighbours much much better

Caught in the act spotted a plane laying a trail to the NE of where i am currently delivering the mail... i took a pic below and then proceeded to look up the plane on flight radar... and there was nothing... so prob wasnt a commercial plane... PROOF of  dodgy dealings imo

The writings on da wall to be honest....as you allready know the shit has hit the fan in regards to the car. And in the last few days a new but familiar drama has resurfaced... and with familiar foes... the NEIGHBOURS. Once again the cause of the hostilities is my 4 legged friends which until now seemed all good with everyone. Anyway a perfect storm of hate encircled me.... a combination of envy, despair and immense anger along with with primal urge to NOT BE TRODDEN ON exploded into a tempestual fury which saw me trash my house and smash my front door in which resulted in the police being called.  As a result ive gone on a completely new path.... a path of self destruction... i will explain this later.... lets just say that the song i talked about last time is never far from my mind and here will be huge changes in my life... i will be removing lots of things eecially things that are costing me money... like expired contracts on things like phone plans, internet plans... gym membe...

A fullon month both with work and personal life.... attempts to get out of poverty and obesity have been successful... obviously by eliminating the thing that caused them both.... outings... both solo and social.  The social outings are basically dead anyway but i had to deal with the constant threat from solo outings as well as these are by far the worst now... as being an outcast actually increases these outings... for food only obviously as i dont go out for social reasons cos im an antisocial person. i have had a firery attitude... and in the middle of the month i found out that my car is gonna be written off... and this made me very very angry.... and has set my mood for the remainder of the year... rightous anger... getting the shit out... my anthem song is DESTROY EVERYTHING by HATEBREED... which talks about overcoming odds and getting crap out of your life thats holding you back.  Many references in the bible to this too... including the eye gouging and hand cutting ...