January 2014 summary

A fullon month both with work and personal life.... attempts to get out of poverty and obesity have been successful... obviously by eliminating the thing that caused them both.... outings... both solo and social.  The social outings are basically dead anyway but i had to deal with the constant threat from solo outings as well as these are by far the worst now... as being an outcast actually increases these outings... for food only obviously as i dont go out for social reasons cos im an antisocial person.

i have had a firery attitude... and in the middle of the month i found out that my car is gonna be written off... and this made me very very angry.... and has set my mood for the remainder of the year... rightous anger... getting the shit out... my anthem song is DESTROY EVERYTHING by HATEBREED... which talks about overcoming odds and getting crap out of your life thats holding you back.  Many references in the bible to this too... including the eye gouging and hand cutting off verses.... also the taking up the cross and putting the flesh to death are others... and many references to getting rid of losers from ur life as well (the pearls to pigs verse a classic example).

Anyway the month ended with me and STIPE reconciling (yep you heard me correctly)

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