da happz

 Ok getting hit from all sides regarding my health.  If it’s not Adrenalin surges associated with my anxiety it’s toothache that flares up.  I had just taken a beta blocker pill as well when it suddenly got bad.  If I had known it was gonna misbehave I’d have postponed the pill to make way for an anti inflammatory pill instead. Anyway those of you who are on my boomer Tuxx YouTube channel may have heard me talking about a magic number regarding my eventual deletion of my online presence.  Simply put the more shit things that goes down in my existence the more likely I am to delete my online presence. When the magic number gets into the negatives that’s the number of posts I delete each day so if the number of -20 I’ll delete 20 posts each day. This number obviously changes depending on what happens in my life.  I have control over the positive things that add on to the magic number but not the negative things… like panic attacks, toothache, hyper tension as...

 I have 4 main health problems rot deal with.  The old carcass isn’t getting any younger so it shouldn’t surprise me after all my YouTube name is Boomer Tuxx.  I do have other channels but I’m mostly on this one.  I’ll link my other channels to my other blogs... I have 5 of each lol.   Anyway here are my 4 ailments. Tourettes: Ok let’s start with one that’s been with me for a long time.  It’s my main disorder and I’ve had it since I was 7 years old.  It may or may not affect the others... for example my tics may affect my teeth.  Toothache:  ok off and on this one. It’s not always a problem, only when it hurts.  I don’t like dentists and my Tourette’s may affect my teeth as I’ve been told that my teeth are impacted into the bone and that’s why they take longer to extract... more effort extracting translates to nastier wound when extracted so I’m sorta over all that hence the toothache of teeth left in there.  It’s not as bad as desc...

 Ok I’m still a wannabe YouTuber making my mostly walking videos which I enjoy doing,  Walking keeps me sane, keeps me fit and helps in the fight against my ailments.  Anyway in July last year i started getting anxiety disorder again and as I write this I’m still battling it, mostly dealing with physical effects.  I’ve also got into my wanderlust more amd when I’m not doing that I’m the opposite and being a recluse.   Went on a cruise ship finally and got that bug now too.... mostly around NZ as I don’t have a passport but I am eyeing up Australia.  These trips are also where I can suss out as to whether or not I wanna live somewhere else... whether another part of NZ or overseas.  The mostly likely option if i do move is a move to the South Island but I wanna check it out more first as I hardly ever go down there.  It’s very very nice abut I wanna know if I can handle the weather, mostly the cold.   In the meantime I’m enjoying being a reclu...