More toothache, the magic number

 Ok getting hit from all sides regarding my health.  If it’s not Adrenalin surges associated with my anxiety it’s toothache that flares up.  I had just taken a beta blocker pill as well when it suddenly got bad.  If I had known it was gonna misbehave I’d have postponed the pill to make way for an anti inflammatory pill instead.

Anyway those of you who are on my boomer Tuxx YouTube channel may have heard me talking about a magic number regarding my eventual deletion of my online presence.  Simply put the more shit things that goes down in my existence the more likely I am to delete my online presence. When the magic number gets into the negatives that’s the number of posts I delete each day so if the number of -20 I’ll delete 20 posts each day. This number obviously changes depending on what happens in my life.  I have control over the positive things that add on to the magic number but not the negative things… like panic attacks, toothache, hyper tension as well as dramas regarding ppl etc.  there are two numbers,  the actual magic number itself and the amount it goes up and down by every day known as the increment number.  At the mo the magic number is over 200 but the increment number is currently -19 which means the magic number is going down each day. It will eventually hit zero if I don’t have social outings like a cafe or associate with friends…l which is rare these days due to low funds and even lower friends.