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Wild willy is playing up at da mo. the battery is going flat and i believe the fan belt is to blame... the battery isnt charging properly and after not starting the other day i lost my temper as allways. there is a squeaking sound coming from the jeep when driving which could be the fan belt but could also be the alternator. white litening works fine but is illegal at da mo so taking it to a public carpark is just asking for a fine.... and i know this from personal experience. i am goin for a WOF tomorrow after work. if i get a WOF then problem solved for the time being. i dont need wild willy to work so long as white litening is going

mmmm sorta wussed out tonite. I think to be honest the best time for me to go is Sunday morning.. i'll need to work my way up to it again... and lose weight lols. But i did go to the gym today so least i'm sorta hanging in there. My kiting too is hitting snags... definately haven't got the love back as yet. Checked out the sentra today.... mite get WOF tomorrow... c wot happens

haha all i see on twitter is "Norway vs Amy Winehouse"... all i say is this in regards to AW... if you play with fire your gonna get burnt... drugs are bad... for some ppl success will destroy them... I believe God purposely keeps some of his children from the "bigtime" until he knows they are ready to deal with the trials and tribulations that come with the limelight.... why do you think ppl like myself are allways failing haha. Now you know... Now I know :P Speaking of God... once again we have attrocities commited in the name of religion... the classic "My God is bigger than your God" mentality... well if your god is so big then why do you have to "defend him" by killing innocent ppl? My GOD is big enuf to fight his own battles.. i'm quite certain that my god will come out on top... he will take on all comers... and WIN. I don't need to kill ppl to prove my worth to my God... HE died on the cross to prove his love for me... no-one...

yep white litening still needs its WOF... ive been getting it up to scratch... fixed the bumper and replaced a tyre. Went to church tonite and been going to the gym quite a bit. Thinking of getting back into the combat classes tomorrow nite... good time to get back into it as well as it is meant to be the coldest day so far this year so should be easier for me... overheating is the number one problem i have in that class and is the main reason why i stopped going. We are on the verge of the run changes at work... the new system is coming in which will suit ppl like myself who are flexable and don't have any committments in the arvo apart from the odd kitesurf. I have enroled for the 6 week challenge... but i'll be losing the weight by dietery means as opposed to pounding the pavement... i do enuf physicial activity as it is... it my EATING that needs change... what better time to start as i don't have social outings now due to me losing half of my friends. There has...

Hey ppl i did say that i was gonna explain just how i feel about my former friends. btw if you think this is gonna be a dissfest then consider yourself DISSapointed. it is not. At worst i'm keen on keeping some of my former friends at arms length by not going on outings with them. At best i'd start hanging with a few of them right now. What do i mean by "former friends"? My former flatmates at da palace plus one workmate. Ok lets get it strait... by name: EVA: its quite clear that we don't like each other... i really doubt July 2nd was the whole bomb... just the match that ignited the powderkeg of several factors on both mine and her side. Pregnant women are moody... and don't diss me for "commenting on something that i have no experience in" cos YOU GIRLS KEEP REMINDING US DUDES OF YOUR PREGGY BITCH MODES so you sheilas are the ones that say it... not us haha. Me leaving the flat WAS a factor... she can deny it all she likes but she had...

Hey as ive sed before i write this blog as though no-one reads it (and to be honest i doubt anyone actually does)... that way i can write from the heart... not having to PC anything. But besides this is my domain and those who get offended can build a bridge and jump off it. But alas for those of you who really can't understand where i'm from or why im as screwed up as i am... well here are several things that mite makew you a bit more imformed. AM I A CHRISTIAN: Yes i am. like all Christians i've struggled with issues and sin but since the Camping scare ive gotten more spitually involved and more conservative.... as a result from increased fear of God. THE RAPTURE: I believe in it, i believe in the second coming... i believe in the bible... its my favourite book! imo there is no date set for this event... and i certainly dont believe any human can put a finger on the timing of it. PRETRIB?: No i'm post trib... meaning that i believe the church will go throu...

white litening needs a WOF, wild willy is having more gearbox trouble. I replaced a tire on WL today are in the process of sorting the bumper. thats my main focus at da mo... sorting my cars

ok things have improved HEAPS between us. As i mentioned before i did unblock Eva and both her and Andrea actually did conduct themselves properly and we actually were able to sort a few things out. whilst i haven't yet sent them friend requests i am quite keen on having them on my friends list... i only remove ppl of block ppl who i consider a "threat" to my FB page so yes at a later date i will be adding them again if they accept. It should be me who makes the move because i was the one who made the move to delete them. However in real life i will never be friends with them again. i've outlined my reasons why... the mian one being that i'm back into kiting and just like before i was ready to sleep once i came home after a good kite sesh. when i'm not kiiting i will be gym training etc etc... i allways go to the gym solo now... Devon who i used to train with is NOT one of those ppl who has flamed me in the past so i guess i can still hang out with him. ...

Well since Saturday nite last weekend things have completely discintergrated betwen friends.... spiritual? YES IT IS. Demons having a field day BUT i think God is also trying to tell me something..... GET BACK INTO KITING..... FULLY. I mean it too. And now realising that a cleansing has to take place... no way can i hang with this current crowd. its a good thing... for all involved! So what happened? ok here is MY side of the story... it was all good until right at the end of Dayna and Devons party... i got a bit emo becasue i felt a bit left out as i was the only single prson there.... big deal. by the time i got home i felt better... i'm not the only person that gets emo at our outings. UNFORTUNATELY Stipe starting goin to town on several ppl, labelling them fornicators etc and of course i got caught up in all this too despite not saying a word on FB. Big revellation ppl... i am NOT Stipe.. we are too different ppl.. take a good note of that before you flame me on faceb...

The idea is to forgive and forget. I am willing to lay down my arms in the latest conflict... nobody wins in this childiest mud slinging.. im too busy to bother myself in childish games. i am willing to forgive all wrongs and have done so... i have unblocked all parties responsable... SOME have not come to the peace table... i have been abused from lots of ppl... CAPITAL letters everywhere... like i'm a little kid have to be disciplined and told off my my friends? for what? no way will i tolerate that... and cos of this there is gonna be a CLEANSING... it is UNAVOIDABLE... cannot be reversed. The forgiveness part is done... i gain nothing by holding grudges but i WILL NOT ASSOCIATE with those who use that sorta language against me... when have i done that? that is complately UNACCEPTABLE to speak to friends like that. So now i need to FORGET whioch means there is NO WAY i can associate with these ppl anymore... if nothing changes this will happen again. I'm all for re...

Well ok one of them does work but it isn't road legal. Wild willy has ONCE AGAIN got a clutch problem. now i haven't actually looked to see what is actually wrong but its the same problem as last time... can't get it in gear. But is it caused by the clutch cable or is it the pedal itself broken like last time? The former should be simple enuf job to sort in theory... in practice much harder nowadays as Repco DON'T stock clutch cables anymore... they used to. If its the latter then i'm not remotely interested in forking out another $300 to get it fixed cos chances are it'll break again in 6 months time. So what does this mean? Ummmmm well it means i have no car.... biking everywhere... including to and from work... which is great cos Liz has put me on bike out runs (hehe 23) in the meantime. This combined with other factors means that i should be losing some weight. I'm actually sorta in both winter and summer mode atm... my diet is like summer mode ...

Ok you may be wondering what that last post was all about. Well simply put i was at Daynas and Devons bday party at the Waipuna. Very good outing up until i actually got interupted whilst writing that last entry... i wrote the first bit but then we all got up to dance... 3 couples and me... my outcast mates had left... leaving the lemmings and me... hence the bad vibes. "It has to end"? mmm yes in a way it does.... and since then it looks all the more likely as tension within our group has exploded over onto facebook. I did say that this outing will be the last for ages by me... this looks like a true statement now. Whilst falling short of an out and out fallout between me and Dayna etc we definately had words. But the biggest mud was flung between Stipe and Dayna. The fact that Aston and Emma are living with me and Stipe will stop a COMPLETE breakaway. I'm all good with this as we've been getting along fine living together... but of course it does mean that...

currently at the waipuna. The seven of us got up to dance. Three pairs with me left.over. It has toend