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Well there i am slowly syncing everything offline blissfully unaware that online the details are chenged every two years... which meant that they werent receiving my payments... POOS to that... so now im made to look like a dipshit cos of details expiring every 2 years... damn and that was a good service too and if i had known about the flowon effects that these changes had then i would have rectified it.  But oh well i guess thats yet another sign that its time for a hibernation.  cos of the fact that this regular payment was gonna be the LAST thing i stop i guess that now that its stopped its prob time i stop everything else... like the accounts with all my telcos and of course the gym. this is quite a huge thing... shall i go beast mode as well? beast mode is different to kitemode aka kiteapocylpse in that i havent gone back to kitesurfing... however it does mean i cease plans to fullfill the living arrangements... is this a sign? is God trying to tell me something?  a...

Yep i thinks its about time i made allowances for an escape from the modern day trial ive been having... in short the kiteapocylpse is one of the paths i could be taking in the next few months... the day of reckoning will be in August... prob at the end. It all depends on whether the lot casting tells me to get back into kititng or not... this depends on work finish, tide and wind but unlike previous setups i will NOT be passing up extra work... if all the planets align shall we say then it looks like somebody is dropping some BIG hints... but i have until end of august for this to happen. there are three other options available but there is also a wildcard entry... which is of course if i can get friends to share a flat with me... but dont hold your breath on that one... remember there is a reason why im open to the kiteapocylapse idea... im not exactly happy with the current "friend" situation at this present time... relationships destroying everything... taking mates a...

Still no ipad but anyway comps working so here goes... the big event of March was Caleb moving back in correction two big events.... the other was of course me purchasing another car.... and its an AUTO.  yes i know im a SELLOUT haha. It goes well... automatic has its plusses for around town but also major drawbacks... especially in a small engine car... no more darting infront of trucks to get into that little gap... there is just NOBODY home in the accelleration department from a standing start. Other than that it goes well... Anyway Caleb moving in is something that i was gonna allways give a try to... and i guess for me its challenge for me to see things through... especially after several false starts in the boarding department.  Its sorta followed on from Jan and Feb... this year so far has a been a dead year... quite dreary... im sorta resigned to the fact that the group is no more... the good times of several years ago are no longer and ive sorta now realis...

ok yea issues with phone and ipad causing hassle as you would expect. ok the updates are as follows.. Firstly Caleb is still with me but he hardly visits, let alone sleeps at mine as im experiencing issues with "home comforts" etc.  im not charging him any form of board so are in no hurry to rectify matters any time soon... infact if i find that i need more space then i will have to ask him to fully move home... but atm i seem ok with space. Secondly i did NOT get the transfer to beachlands... so im staying at Botany... this means that i wont be making any headlong dash back to kitesurfing any time soon.  the last time i went kitesurfing btw was in August of last year so its now been 8 months since my last kite sesh... a record for me. Thirdly no immediate plans to stay anywhere else.  if i do later on then it will prob be in with Andrea but to be honest i wanna see what happens in July at work. Fourthly i bought my mates car.... its a 1300 automatic 1999 Mazda ...