Website is KAPUT

Well there i am slowly syncing everything offline blissfully unaware that online the details are chenged every two years... which meant that they werent receiving my payments... POOS to that... so now im made to look like a dipshit cos of details expiring every 2 years... damn and that was a good service too and if i had known about the flowon effects that these changes had then i would have rectified it.  But oh well i guess thats yet another sign that its time for a hibernation.  cos of the fact that this regular payment was gonna be the LAST thing i stop i guess that now that its stopped its prob time i stop everything else... like the accounts with all my telcos and of course the gym. this is quite a huge thing... shall i go beast mode as well? beast mode is different to kitemode aka kiteapocylpse in that i havent gone back to kitesurfing... however it does mean i cease plans to fullfill the living arrangements... is this a sign? is God trying to tell me something?  anyway ill know for sure if im unable to find another webhosting. ill give it till the end of the month... if unable to host site for the same payment as i was doing then yes im beasting it at the end of the month... unlike kitemode it doesnt affect friendships but however it does affect Caleb living with me and of course would put an end to me moving in with Drea later on in the year.

in other news ive "called" it.  "Calling" is when i go against the normal spending plans i follow... this holds true till weeks end.  will see how this works out in my battle of the junkfood addiction.