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The situation between me and Eva is all good now and i will be going to her party.  Me and Andrea are still not friends but as allways thats as far as it goes... infact to be honest i cant really tell with her because like myself she lives in her own little world.  Speaking of Andrea i saw a couple of vapour trails today at my place... first time ive seen these for ages and i observed them to see if they were actually contrails or the much talked about CHEMtrails that occur  in other parts of the world.  Just normal vapour trails here though. But more issues have occured at my place and as a result ive made some new rules about ppl visiting and ive renewed my stance against alcohol which hasnt been in place for several years. Also Stipe told my mum that he isnt living at my place anymore and as a result mum is trying to convince me that i should get rid of Aston and Emma and bring in Stgipe instead.  When Aston and Emma do leave it will be on their decision ...

in my post below i talked about that other incident where ppl dont believe me... well its to do with Eva's bday on Christmas Eve. id be lying if i sed my current problems with Andrea had NOTHING to do with my decision which is that i MAY NOT go to Evas bday... but its only bout 20% of the reason... let me explain why. Yes i do admit to being fully pissed off with Andrea due to her persistant posting of chemtrail conspiracy stuff on my FB page.... but the way she seems to treat me now is even worse... its like she has personal issues with me.  However we have both demonstrated at work that we can be sworn enemies and still work side by side and not come to conflict... we are both very good at keeping to ourselves.  For that reason i am prepared to tolerate Andrea at Evas party.... ideally her and I wont be talking to each other... and i doubt we will HOWEVER of course there are OTHER reasons that will prob stop me going... of course everyone assumes that my personal issue...

Well it looks like im staying in Howick now.  Since my last post there has been issues with another Howick postie... but for a different reason and nothing to do with work.  there are two quotes which ring true in my mind at da mo... both relating to arguing.... i hate argueing... its a gross waste of time and energy... time and energy which i dont have at da mo.  I will also only argue my point if i think there is hope in resolving a crisis... and this latest crisis is beyond help imo.  It definately doesnt need my input anyway... and now that im run off my feet at work with day after day of 3pm finishes (used to finish at midday) i see no need to flog a dead horse... id rather just watch it decompose... ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Currently experiencing issues with my internet... changed over to a different net company and whilst the connection itself is working well... my laptop doesnt seem to be towing the line so im on my Vodem which at my place has bad rec...

soooooooooooo many people at Pakuranga are wondering why i dont just tell Howick team to get bent and jump the fence again.  Well im very wary of making off the cuff decisions in trubulant times... we have just started a new pay system and problems are bound to occur.... yes i rant on FB about the Howick crew but i rent on FB about anything that pisses me off.... and to be honest EVERYTHING pisses me off.  Whilst on the run today God put a few things in my mind which has sorta convinced me to leave it up to chance... what will be will be.... im at a stalemate and stalemates only breed stress so officially its no longer my problem.  Its up to Liz, its up to Mere and its up to God.  However things will change regardless of where i go... especially if i stay in Howick.... i can combat the shitty co workers by doin my own brand of snobbery.  What happened today was a new twist but to be honest not surprising... unlike other ppl working there ive resigned myself to t...