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.... you better get ready.... yea im ready.... ready to kitesurf.... a classic example of the huge change in my attitude this year.... my return to kitesurfing really does have sinister motives... and once im fully addicted to it again then  i wont be hanging with ANY of my friends (genuine or fake... doesnt matter) unless they too kitesurf of course... yes i know this should be on my kitesurfing blog but out of necessity kitesurfing has INVADED my everyday life and unleashed a FURY against the infidels that dare slander me and harass me.... oh and if they dlnt get the message with my kiting then ill get the LAW involved.... the idea of having ppl who bully me thrown into the slammer gives me a STIFFMEISTA. yep ive warned ppl that this BEAST FROM THE EAST is reincarnation of his old skool ways.... ways that small minded cretins have not seen before. i really see no need to explain what actually set me off.... just read my past blogs amd you will find all the reasoning you nee...

Simply put thats the main reason for my return to kitesurfing... when i kitesurf im in the box seat as i call all the shots in regards to my relationships.  This may sound nasty and arrogant but it needed to happen because to be honest i dont know who to trust now.... beleive me it aint just the socalled "big 4" that i have issues with and ive been told by several ppl that im picked on because ppl see me as a soft target.... REALLY? well thats a bit stupid isnt it.... saying that to someone who is quite able to do something about it.  Thats why im back into kitesurfing.... so far its solely as a means of alienating my socalled "friends"... most of which i dont trust anymore.... and i certainly dunno which ones are genuine and which ones are just users and losers... well i dunno for certain anyway... but i have a pretty good idea... but kiting is the great filter as the ones who REALLY wanna be my friend will be prepared to do it on my terms ... all the whilst im not...

it really has been an enraged start to the year BUT its been quite productive. I have actually been turning my fury into fruit... and no shortage of things to enrage me. But these dramas were all spawned last year.... no fresh stuff yet... touchwood. The biggest drama atm is the ongoing bullshit with my car and THAT retard who caused THAT crash. As i will never know who did it.... unless he stupid enuf to pursue things legally.... or even stupider to do it violently. Not such joy though so i guess hes the one that got away. This flareup has been brought on by the latest bullshit with coverage etc... its not final by any means but i got some quotes... and it doesnt fill me with much joy. me and andrea have decided to both get back to our past hobbies... me of course is kitesurfing, for her its martial arts... shes done several including ju jitsu, aikido, kempo and wushu but shes also done pro wrestling training which is of interest to me cos as you know o watch a lot of pro wrestling li...