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ok haha as i lie on my mattress in my very small bedroom with my nose runnin thanx to an allergy to something... dunno whether its hayfever or a dust issue. but anyway im about 3 hours away from the first of two work shifts to cap of the beast that was 2014. Yes there will be a year in review, plus of course one of December. Now 2015 new years is sorta gonna revert back to the social celebrations that i tend to have.... as is the case with many other ppl. wih the exception of last year... where i saw in 2014 at home alone the only other year i can remember doin this in recent times is when i saw in 2009 at mine alone. 2010 was seen in at an oldskool friends place... actually correction i dunno when it was seen in as that was the year there was major lag with txting as i was meant to see it in at Pigeon mountain with Eva but missed out cos of txting lag.  2011 of course was seen in in Sydney with their amazing firework display. 2012 was seen in at Mrs ms place and 2013 was seen in a...

Yep just in time for the new year... my friend Caleb has moved in. hoping that this starts a perpetual boarding setup where someone moves in if he ever moves out. also there is an outside chance that another friend may move in as well later on next year

using the bike atm as car isnt ready yet... expected to be tomorrow but never totally sure. looks like the brakes are done and now they seem to be cleaning out the rust... now this holds out hope for the jeep when i eventually get it into the garage... Moons look like they are pretty general purpose... Jurys still out in regards to going to them for a WOF however... im starting not to trust garages now for WOFs... which means that im gonna end up doing the unthinkable... VTNZ.

despite my car being in exact same condition as last time it failed on 6 different occasions this time round... and if that wasnt enuf i know being screwed over by all n sundry over this debacle. let me get it strait... i am OVER the bullshit surrounding cars... to be honest unless you need a car for work, carrying stuff etc then i strongly recommend NOT having one eh. as the WOF checks get stricter, traffic gets worse and public tranny gets better (yes it is improving) i really dont see the point if owning a car inless its really necessary. unfirtunately i still need one for work... well its much easier to do extra work with a car. and if i get back into kitesurfing (which is a definate if i leave post) then ill need a car... so yes indeed still dramas galore... but with other stuff i really dont see the point of using a car.  My hols now ended... back to work tomorrow... im just about to get some sleep. Now my car MAY be ready and its gonna cost me another $300 to fix... will bri...

ok ill finally come clean and discuss the resoning behind something that ive been thinking about for the last 5 years... the plan to up tools and clear out. now whilst i have no immediate plans to do this i certainly wont rule it out in the future and the when/if will depend on several factors... infact 4... 3 bad ones, 1 good one... here they are SOCIAL RUIN: basically this means that i basically lose all my friends... either by falling out or departure.  despite my often negative impression of society i do have several good friends... but issues often get between us and with my often suspicious mental state atm im not really one to tolerate bullshit and my best times atm are times alone... and some of my mates have relocated. EMPLOYMENT WOES: one of the things that often stops ppl moving other than friends is of course WORK. is there jobs where you moving to? this aint really a factor when your current employment situation deteriorates though... especially when your unable to get...

hey so far so good... no real dramas. sure the car aint goin but i dont really need that and will try to milk it as much as i can in terms of this abomination known as a WOF.  Anyway im making good use of the gym... both of them as i have weights at home now. My weight is now starting to exceed 90kgs... and this is DESPITE the huge amount of cycling ive done so some of this weight could very well be muscle. Ill write the latest athletics session up soon.. which as you know is one of the 4 sports i may be doing next year... the others being gymnastics, aikido and pro wrestling. ill talk about those more in depth on my sports blog.  anyway its been mostly sunny for my holidays... im waiting for some rain teehee... its allways fun having it rain when you aint delivering mail in it. Ill also discuss the socalled "Aussie Incident" which of course involved me moving to OZ if things turn to shit here in NZ... and no i dont mean politically i mean personally... 3 bad things and 1 goo...