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ok my crazy peeps it is i NUTCASE CAPTAIN INSANO coming to you LIVE from the.............. POOMASTER..... i am typing this up from the ipad and sitting on the shit slurper, the royal throne of the retard house. After all this IS what a tablet is for isnt it? hehe. Anyway whats been happening.... LOTS of stuff but thats for another post.... i have been updating stuff on my website www.mtuckster.com so expect some action in that area too.... the plan is to basically cease the rants on facebook and keep em on here.... but as you know old habits die hard. In my current state it is soooooo tempting to have a good RILE on the book so after i get my feeling i delete it soon afterwards hehe.

Seriously PEEVED eh. Now im getting shit at work... i put in my time off over a month ago so i can go down to Queenstoewn for bros wedding and they LOST my application form and as a result i now miss out cos others have now put in for hols in Sep... when i first put the form in no-one had applied yet so it was cos of THIS screwup that i miss out.  Of course i was PISSED OFF and contemplating resigning if mum was gonna get all peeved about it but she sed just try and get the sat off for the actual wedding which i have put in for and may still get off.  Work is just the latest in a LONG LONG line of things to irk me as of late.  Never before have i felt so pissed off with everything (and believe me ive been peeved in the past). Im slowly but surely with drawing from society... even with work i keep to myself... mostly workinjg huge hours... occasionally doing things like kitesurfing etc when conditions dictate and mail is light.  This is rare though and normally th...

Aston and Emma moved back in and  its been going well.... with them anyway.  Everyone else has been on my case... this month REALLY went to the dogs in regards to others.... fallen out with a large number of ppl... and yes Stipe is once again one of them... didnt take long for us to fall out again... lasted most of the month and we are still not friends a time of this writeup.  But others have irked me as well.... fallen out with them before but never all at once... no fault of mine though... it never is... they have issues with me as allways.  As Aston and Emma are back i have decided to put the watersports comeback on hold but may still head out on occasions... of course still ontrack to go to Queenstown in sep

Fall 2013 was expected to be a season of isolation as it was assumed at the end of Feb that things had gone down the shitter with virtually all of my friends... and indeed i havent set foot at Skots place (aka grand central or mrs ms place) since the IPW outing in late Feb.  And indeed Stipe and i have had major issues... however thanx to the internet stick i loaned Aston i have kept in contact with him and Emma and now it looks like they are both gonna move back into my place... all good with me btw... i need someone to housesit the cats whilst im away in Sep. But there has been a definite shift away from everyone and even a shift back the oldskool ways of kitesurfing, windsurfing etc. Weatherwise it was hot and dry mostly... quite a bad drought occured in March but it has been wet ever since so drought over hehe. 

Stipe and i fell out again... as a result i missed his 40th... a classic example of how i get treated by ppl.  other ppl get away with far worse... but i get punished for everything... this is basically it now... by the end of the month he came crawling back but im still under no illusion that we are friends... imo it IS over... there is no genuine friendship between him and i even though on the surface we seem to be friends.  I basically dont hang out with much of the group anymore... only really for business reasons as i dont see any genuine friendships here to be honest... just users.  The only place where genuine friends hangout is at mrs ms place (grand central) but alot of my enemies hang out there too so in an effort to avoid further dramas im quite happy to be by myself.... unfortunately i cant fully sever ties with certain ppl so i have decided to rent my place out again... and Aston and Emma are more than willing to move back in.... basically money, internet, ...

April was a pretty good month drama wise with the exception of Stipe at the end.  The main issue with April was the fact that my cars WOF expired and i spent two weeks solely using my bike. i was actually transferred to howick team where i was put on a run not far from where i live... i also found that the walkways worked PERFECTLY for biking to and from work.... and my run.  I liked biking on the paths so much that i was allmost gutted when my car passed its WOF... but honestly its MUCH better financially using a car as a postie... something worth taking into account for those who are keen on being a postie.... get a car :P. A quiet month to be honest.  Stipe however getting on my nerves again.