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omg Octobers been busy and chaotic and sometimes downright crap. My car got broken into in Grey Lynn. My friendships has been up the pole again and i've had my fair share of emotional fuckups. But work has been going good and i've had a few gr8 outings with Tim's mates, a work outing to paintball and a gr8 outing with Jaxx, Eva, Scotty and Devon just the other night. Kitesurfing has been dissapointing conditionswise but i've had a few good sessions in. got a new board too which goes great. but mentally i've been a wreck, very very very moody... maybe because my suspicions that ppl dislike me are now turning out to be fact. of course becasue of this i've been flying between all my mental states... trapped in the pop culture without the perks. as much as i like working at post i've come to the conclusion that it doesn't fully suit me if i was gonna become a full on kiter again so at the mo i've got to balance everything on a fine point... if i ge...

.... hmmmm me losing my favourite board has got lots to do with that as well. spring conditions - which are windy and gusty out east just do not suit a small board... i have two boards now... both require a lot of power from the kite which can be an issue at pine harbour where even in windy days the wind lulls to under 15 knots. i've had it with travelling after this... i left the board at Orewa. I'm fully kiting local now... which unfortunately is more suited to the bigger boards like the one i lost. I kite 3 beaches, Eastern Beach, Bramley and Pine Harbour... flat island is not suited to small boards because the beach just doesn't suit running back upwind... which i allways seem to be doing on a small board. i will be eventually blogging my kiting stories on a blog site made up by wellington kitesurfers. Jaxx's bday is tomorrow nite and i think i'll go to it. i'm all over the place at da mo at work which i like.... on run 54 at da mo but could be back on 4...