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This is due to uncertainties over the switch to the new modes of delivery... Ie the electric vehicles.  I will be waiting until things get shite (if they get shite) before making any job changes... I have also decided to open my doors to boarders again... Nobody moving in at the mo and nothing may even happen but with Drea moving there will be a couple of ppl displaced and I have mentioned my keenness on having Andrea (not Drea... Her flat mate) and Josh move in... also on the cards is the return of Aston who was a good flat mate back in the day in 2011 etc when my experiences with boarders was much better than what it was on recent years.... However with him it's more to do with renovations than income as he's good at fixing hot water cylinders and mines in need of a new valve... Hence the lack of running water at my place.  At the mo I'm still living at mine by myself and at the mo enjoying it... Getting it cleaned up somewhat just in case ppl move in.... But no guarantee...

to celebrate my dads 70th bday... A rare excursion for me... I'm someone who normally has his hols at home... For several reasons... Lack of money and willing companions being two such reasons. Anyway no issues this time round and Taupo is very nice indeed... It does sorta remind me of Queenstown... The site of my last excursion back in 2013.  I've decided to have a relaxing holiday... And have turned down several offers to do stuff full of adrenalin... Like Queenstown there is no shortage of things to do here... Many of them involving copious amounts of our primal fight or flight hormone that pumps through my veins often due to panic attacks n stuff.... I'm no stranger to adrenaline but this time round have decided to take things at a slower pace. Anyway hope to get some pics of the lake at some time and will stick them on here.... Teehee... No I'm not putting them on Facebook but I may LINK them from my Facebook page to here. Speaking of Queenstown did I do a write ...

Ok in more ways than one.... Obviously springtime is a great time to get the house ship shape... The roof, the doors, a window lol.... Also the hot water cylinder needs replacing... That old girl has finally given up the ghost.  Splash is still AWOL... But Whiskers is still coming and going. But yea anyway another push for some kitesurfing... The usual combination of equipment, work and weather is hampering proceedings but also parking at some of the beaches... Which has prompted me to finally get the weekend kiting back again.... Hey at least I'll be able to go Sunday's! Lol.  Anyway I still need to deregulated the jeep and also I'm gonna get my kayak back from Mrs ms as I'll be using that quite a bit too for some after work action... Especially in conditions too bad for kitesurfing.  I've also joined jetts which will be handy for night and morning gym sessions..

Deregistered him the other day... Not just a matter of getting the scrappies involved.  Will miss my favourite wagon... Had excellent performance and good space and great economy as well. Unfortunately my place is too impractical to have multiple cars there and yes Wold Willy will also experience this fate eventually.

ok the answer of course to my last question about the keys not working on my comp was of course the letter B.   Also accompanied by the letter A and the number 5.   Haha kidding that's so Sesamie street. Anyway as a perpetual Oscar I love hanging around in my Garbage Can and being grumpy all the time (can't you tell?) but alas I now have an iPad again so the write ups are now gonna be on this from now on.

.... couldnt put the pieces ack together again.  yep poked.... well sorta.  can check the other logs for more imfo.  at mine again after that experiment went awry... going solo for the time eing.... ps i am aware a key isnt working on my computer lol... can you guess which letter isnt working?  comment elow lol... ill e ack

ok here you have it.... The year which to be honest had sod all good things happen.   This nightmare I am living was personified by 2015... When nothing really good happens it really kills a year... You can handle bad shit when good shit happens too... But 2015 didn't dish up much good stuff... And it flopped despite the fact whilst it had bad things happen it wasn't hugely dramatic. Living arrangements once again a problem although mostly drama free in 2015.   Stipes friendship came to an end in July and to this day we still haven't spoken. It would be nice if we could reconcile but it's unlikely to happen... my mental states pretty shot and has worsened in 2016... to the stage where I'm over living... Like genuinely over living... Suicide for me would be a legit way out... Hanging would be the method.  2015 was a very morbid year and 2016 is the death throes... Yes this write up includes a different 2016 so far.... But seriously hellish downs.   2015 had one plus ...

Ok 2014 as mentioned before was FULL of Dramas... Certainly not a boring year and whilst it was turbulent it also had a lot of good times... Infact the mid period was very good! in contrast the beginning and the end went pearshaped... I also managed to get below 80kgs in the good part... A first since 2011 so 2014 really had some things about it which not even the likes of 2012 and 2013 could match. Unfortunately good times didn't last And my unstable mental state meant that I relapsed and my weight ballooned as a result especially when Calebs girlfriend at the time did an unsuccessful living arrangement at mine. Unfortunately this was not the last time I would pay dearly for opening my doors... Anyway Stipe and I reconciled at the beginning of the year and our friendship would remain intact for the remainder of the year. Another plus of this year was me working at beach lands... Once again a real positive in the somewhat horrendous years of 14 and 15. At the end of the day 2014 se...

ok before i write up 2014 past tense and of course 2015 summary im gonna just update you on a few things.   Firstly im still doing the tenant thing... they can stay at mine this year... i havent looked further than that but i think at least one can stay.... just depends on too much stuff. Ok work took an unexpected turn just this week when i was FIRED from beachlands.... the great beachlands screwjob... i wont elaborate on what happened but major conspiracy me thinks... i aint believing the cover story... but i short im not allowed to work at beachlands anymore... which is sorta good in a way as i can sorta focus on phasing my way outa post... however thats long term... in the short term i plan to defect to howick team... but big maybes at the mo. anyway in the meantime im gonna be on hols for the whole of feb... its official.  now i dont plan to stay in akl for all of it either... infact four trips are planned... more on that later.  anyway thats the start to the yea...

Lost my temper again with my car (the demon)... had two flat tyres in the space of 2 weeks... both at mine... dunno if they actually happened at mine but they ended up being flat at mine.  Anyway this last month of 2015 wasnt too bad apart from the car fiasco.  Christmas was great and dialed in quite a few shifts at beachlands at work too... so not too bad.