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i saw the new year in with Scott and David at his place... the minute 2012 arrived i went home and went to sleep.  mind you the origional intention was to sleep right through it.. i think ive only done that once in the last 20 years and that was in 08/09?  The start so far is similiar to the start of 2009 with new years day being an active day and also i am planning to hang out with Tim.... and in 2009 I hung out with Tim on the 1st of Jan.  I have a few things planned today with a bbq at Tims and a feed with Scott and then dinner at my parents place.

thats the theme for 2012.  normally im not that bold in forecasting changes like that but im not putting up with a repeat of 2011.  in recent times i havent made any new years resolutions as i believe they are like the yappings of a chuihuahua.  instead ive just let things happen.  however the direction 2011 led me was in areas i didnt wanna go.... so im getting out!  There has been hints of goals being fulfilled (FINALLY!!!) in the alleged end of the world year.  the last 3 years whilst they have been different have not imo been terribly constructive or wholesome... despite this God still manages to teach me new things even when we are swimming in shit.  i have so longed for the good old days where i was kitesurfing and kayaking etc and when 75kgs was considered heavy. i basked in the glory of the 10 years of separation from 1997 to 2007... most of that time was spent flipping burgers at maccas.... now i long for the opportunity to live that life ag...

allmost turfed Aston out and was on the verge of washing my hands of everyone and moving back to my parents place and tenanting this place (ie properly).  this was the result of the latest drama involving Aston not being able to keep away from all the tit for tat monkeycrap unfolding between members of our group. Infact if it werent for the latest drama involving Emma piking out on Angel i doubt i would have reneged on my stance.  But alas an agreement has been reached... im keeping Angel, Aston is staying here and JESS is moving in and will be taking care of the cats... yes CATS a PLURAL.  I didnt take Angel to get fixed the other day and i did NOT forget either... i want Angel to have another litter of kittens. i am still going to Evas bday as i personally havent fallen out with anyone.  ive made strict conditions on Aston and Jess staying at my place.  they need to clean and stay away from drama... no ifs no butts.  unfortunately we still need to sor...

just finish the last athletics meet of the year..... a month break and then back into it in Jan... did ok in the pentathalon but more details in my website.  as for the 3 happs here goes... more dramas Stipe and I are friends again.  the friendship resumed just as fast as it ended and recent events will only make our friendship stronger as the direction that my life is taking will please Stipe for sure. in other news my flatmate Aston was jumped the other nite whilst walking home from the city.... its slowly becoming clearer as to what actually happened.  Him and Wazza were attacked, by the same ppl who allegedly attacked Wazza a few weeks earlier.  infact this incident has further put a gulf between me and certain ppl (they are accused of hiding the perpetrators and not telling the police who they were) but as allways you never know what REALLY happened.  Aston himself is ok now but initally was taken to hospital for a concussion.  I was FUMING at the ...

staying on the subject of work im now based in Howick and under the new system im finding it good although unsure as to whether financiall im better off under the new or old system... depends on the run i guess as they are all marked differently.... the run im doin at da mo prob suits the old system slightly better in terms of money.  but other things are WAY better under the new system and to be honest im not hugely interested in making lots of money if it means working massive hours... stuff that.  currently im earning more money than under the old system but also working more hours.  this is not what im after, i wanna keep my finishing times early, either by doing less work (ie getting less money) or by getting faster. Currently been doing pakuranga runs again.... infact most of this week has been spent doing my old runs that i used to do under pakuranga. but back on Howick next week. to be honest there is way too much drama going on to actually finalise a 2011 wri...

ok where were we.... WORK: noticed my speed on several runs had increased somewhat... the new techniques were paying off especiall on run 54 (Eastern beach).  Still slow sorting until May when i starting getting quick but then my outside speed slowed.  In August however things completely changed when i moved to Howick team... a decision i did mostly for others more than for myself.  I am doing the run that my house is on.... which is great although the run itself is very hard and takes a while....

oh allmost forgot.... the 2011 writeup... how can i forget? Well according to several sources i will not get the opportunity to do another years writeup as we are allegedly meant to all die in 2012 near the end of the year.  But hey not to be outdone 2011 had its fair share or doomsday dates.... may 21st and oct 21st.... as with all previous finality dates these one too proved to be false... but nothing like a fear of a rapture to shake a man back into life and the may 21st prediction did in a way come true for parts of my life.... let me explain. THE YEAR THAT I WASNT ALONE:  In all there were prob only a couple of months where i was technicially living alone.... and this was in Autumn.. March and April.  The fear of the rapture DID indeed cause me to return to the palace to await my final flight, even though i wasnt fully convinced of the credability of this prediction.  But To be honest this was Autumn.... the first two months of summer were spent with other p...

summer heralds the onset of the "silly season".  the season where everyoine kicks back and any rigid plans of life go on the back burner the be replaced by shallow emotions.... for some ppl i guess this could be destructive but for myself who believe it or not lives a life bound by very rigid codes.... this is a way of being set free.  Because of this free willy i have decided to cease blogging and YES my website is going offline too.  it may come back at a later date.... maybe the blog too but in the meantime all entries will not see the light of cyberspace until i flick the switch ON.  yes the social season or silly season is here.... for me that means hangin with friends, listening to mainstream music, dressing nicely and enjoying life.  long may it last FAREWELL Mark Tuckey

i tell ya  this bloody year is FULL of madness.... the latest drama is a health one for me.. bloody infection in my gum by my lower left molar is giving me a world of hurt.... fortunately not as bad as toothache... mind you not much can compete with toothache.  Ive had infections before but this is quite a painful one.  Hung out with Jaxx today after work.... first time in ages.  She too has been watching the sparks fly on facebook and like me has been staying out of it.... of course where us two differ is that i DO still rant.... and its all for your viewing pleasure right here.  Speaking of viewers it appears that i do have an audience... i will still speak my mind on matters even if those to whom it concerns are watching. With the exception of Stipe im all keen on patching up any wounds caused by the last few months... it SEEMS that all is good between me and the palace crew.  dunno if it ever did discintigrate between me and them but with the dramas c...

this year can be remembered for the DRAMAS if nothing else... i will be doin a writeup once the new year kicks in... but i'll say this now... its been a wild year!! Anyway as mentioned before DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA.... fallings out, fighting, some of it allmost getting physicial between members of our group. Dramas with the neighbours having issues with the cats.. then today they cleaned out the courtyard, none too happy with me as apparantly i didnt help out.... i was OUT helping a friend and knew nothing about it... go figure. Emma has moved out... she took most of her things today whilst i was at my parents place.... the future of me and the members of the Palace are up in the air.  im over the Dramas coming from there and to be honest i dont think they have much time for me at da mo either. Speaking of fallings out... STIPE and i are through.  He tossed his toys out of the cot cos i couldnt go surfing with him today... he knows damn well that i go to my parents place ev...

Good weather too.... wind from the NE.  Unfortunately no kiting for me at da mo... BUSY BUSY BUSY and SICK SICK SICK.  Oh yes and lets not forget the kites are munted my boards are munted and WILD WILLY is munted.  Lets not even go there haha.  Seriously thinking about whether its even worth getting it fixed.  I love the Jeep, it RULZ but if things are consistantly gonna break on it then is it really worth the time and money repairing it? Im expecting this month to be busy at work... its been quite busy as of late and i only expect that to increase up until Christmas.  My run im doin at da mo is pretty gnarly eh.... 3hrs and over to deliver.  Pretty sweet though as its at my place haha... and despite me still thinking thats its been measured wrong (somethings been omited with the travel?  Saw it at da start... somethings up there) im starting to get some ok times in now and the new system really is good. there must be a way to do this run fast b...

The situation between me and Eva is all good now and i will be going to her party.  Me and Andrea are still not friends but as allways thats as far as it goes... infact to be honest i cant really tell with her because like myself she lives in her own little world.  Speaking of Andrea i saw a couple of vapour trails today at my place... first time ive seen these for ages and i observed them to see if they were actually contrails or the much talked about CHEMtrails that occur  in other parts of the world.  Just normal vapour trails here though. But more issues have occured at my place and as a result ive made some new rules about ppl visiting and ive renewed my stance against alcohol which hasnt been in place for several years. Also Stipe told my mum that he isnt living at my place anymore and as a result mum is trying to convince me that i should get rid of Aston and Emma and bring in Stgipe instead.  When Aston and Emma do leave it will be on their decision ...

in my post below i talked about that other incident where ppl dont believe me... well its to do with Eva's bday on Christmas Eve. id be lying if i sed my current problems with Andrea had NOTHING to do with my decision which is that i MAY NOT go to Evas bday... but its only bout 20% of the reason... let me explain why. Yes i do admit to being fully pissed off with Andrea due to her persistant posting of chemtrail conspiracy stuff on my FB page.... but the way she seems to treat me now is even worse... its like she has personal issues with me.  However we have both demonstrated at work that we can be sworn enemies and still work side by side and not come to conflict... we are both very good at keeping to ourselves.  For that reason i am prepared to tolerate Andrea at Evas party.... ideally her and I wont be talking to each other... and i doubt we will HOWEVER of course there are OTHER reasons that will prob stop me going... of course everyone assumes that my personal issue...

Well it looks like im staying in Howick now.  Since my last post there has been issues with another Howick postie... but for a different reason and nothing to do with work.  there are two quotes which ring true in my mind at da mo... both relating to arguing.... i hate argueing... its a gross waste of time and energy... time and energy which i dont have at da mo.  I will also only argue my point if i think there is hope in resolving a crisis... and this latest crisis is beyond help imo.  It definately doesnt need my input anyway... and now that im run off my feet at work with day after day of 3pm finishes (used to finish at midday) i see no need to flog a dead horse... id rather just watch it decompose... ashes to ashes, dust to dust. Currently experiencing issues with my internet... changed over to a different net company and whilst the connection itself is working well... my laptop doesnt seem to be towing the line so im on my Vodem which at my place has bad rec...

soooooooooooo many people at Pakuranga are wondering why i dont just tell Howick team to get bent and jump the fence again.  Well im very wary of making off the cuff decisions in trubulant times... we have just started a new pay system and problems are bound to occur.... yes i rant on FB about the Howick crew but i rent on FB about anything that pisses me off.... and to be honest EVERYTHING pisses me off.  Whilst on the run today God put a few things in my mind which has sorta convinced me to leave it up to chance... what will be will be.... im at a stalemate and stalemates only breed stress so officially its no longer my problem.  Its up to Liz, its up to Mere and its up to God.  However things will change regardless of where i go... especially if i stay in Howick.... i can combat the shitty co workers by doin my own brand of snobbery.  What happened today was a new twist but to be honest not surprising... unlike other ppl working there ive resigned myself to t...

yeah as the title sez its been quite busy lately.  Ive started athletics, lost a flatmate, gained some more cats, allmost lost a friend of 16 years, cranking the hours at work and in about 2 hours are to head to my FIRST EVER Armageddon expo. The scaereo is this... at da mo im the only human in my house... Aston and Emma are at Debbies place baby sitting... they were all here earlier on... Howick central station haha... this incidently was my first nite here alone in several months... and it felt wierd and earily quiet... scary haha not used to it. Stipe is no longer here... him and I coexisted well enough but he didnt have much time for Aston... not surprising as Aston did steal some of Stipes money... thats what really ruined it and i guess my refusal to show Aston the door did strain relations between me and Stipe.  When Stipe stole my broadband modem i had basically shut the door on what was an excellent friendship of 16 years.  However the next day he returned it...

with the onset of the athletics season... so is the desire to get lean... even to the point of going for RUNS... something i never do.  Infact my first run is gonna be this morning... a few ppl have expressed their keenness including Wazza whos keen this morning.  Infact today looks like its gonna be a busy one... with a run this morning, an important shopping trip, going to the gym, playing lawn bowls, kite flying with Aston, and THEN the usual outing at my parents place... oh yes and i need to pay a bill as well haha.  I will elaborate on a few of those tasks once i actually do them but first as Faith no More say... i'm "ugly in the morning" so better decrust my lazy self and get ready to face the world.  Finally caught up on sleep last nite after the last few dasy with limited sleep due to my persistant cough and of course Friday nite where the antics of WWE and other forms of crazyness at Scotts place had me up until about 1am.  Speaking of crazyness... GUYF...

ok this is the entire writeup of that year which basically was a blend of the old and the new skool Tuxx.  As 2009 was just such a darnright mess in regards to my mental state i decided to revert back to my self sufficiant lifestyle that had served me so well during my 10 years of seperation (1997 - 2007).  As mentioned before in the prelim writeup (which i did in Oct of that year) kitesurfing did not feature very much.  tha main feature of 2010 was of course me and Jaxx having a stellar friendship where we didn't fall out once... (contrast that with a 2009 plagued with issues between us two).  2010 also saw me hit the weights fullon and in October i was in a very rare position for me of benching more than my bodyweight... i normally have major difficulties doing this but in oct 2010 i managed to achieve it without too much effort or hard slog (contrast that with the walls of 2011 where i hammer hammer hammer and take one step forward and two steps back every time i ...

showing classic cold symptoms now... stuffy sinuses... very "heady" cold plus a cough.... grrrrr these things tend to wag their tails sometimes... either that or its a totally new illness to what grounded me the other day... which was more "fluey" with aches and pains etc but less snot. anyway been hitting it up with peroxide as well as some elexir syrup... infact mite get some more of that down me now before i forget. I would like to get as well as i can for my very first athletics outing which is on Tuesday... got some new gym gear as well... even though they give you track uniform for the club meets.  But i plan to do some training as well... mostly running and jogging to both get my speed up and to lose weight... i'm still heavier than what i'd like to be.  Hoping to take up jogging and hopefully a few of my friends will also be keen as well.  Panmure basin mite be a good venue as well as hopefully Loyd Elsmore park... and the pools of course.  The n...

I feel violated to be honest when i get ill.  i'm one of those ppl who puts his health before his money anyday.  Ive mentioned this before but i dont get jealous of ppl who are super rich... cos they often have lots of problems if they haven't got the brains to handle their fortune.  If there is anyone i get jealous of its the tribes ppl who fully live off the land totally unattached from the hustle and bustle of modern society.  btw the tribes ppl whoi have diseases and stuff got them off the white man... the ones yet to have any contact with the outside world dont have diseases and still have their traditional medicines to keep them healthy.  Those ppl have the best life but unfortunately these ppl are becoming fewer in number as the modern world slowly but surely takes over the entire planet. But as for those of us who have been born into this fast paced world i still get angry that i get sick... having to take a day off work annoys me... especially as ther...

flu hasn't cleared up... infact still an infection there which was the main factor today in me staying home.  you can tell you have an infection cos your body is sore and lacking in energy... cos your body is diverting all its stores into fighting the invader.  This of course means that if i'm infectious then i'm contagious... never popular when you go to work like that haha.  As yet i still can't exactly pin point where i got the illness from... like i haven't been hanging with ppl with any flu symptoms... maybe i got it from kitesurfing but unlikely as i didn't get very cold and as i think its more a flu than a cold... a minor one but still flu as i had aches etc (infact still do) i would need to be around someone with the infection.  When something is unexplained the mind can wander... even to the point where you start believing someone's insane theories... anyway so i'm home and have done some more work to my website http://www.mtuckster.com

haha most of the past week has been all to do with my health... getting ready for athletics and now battling a cold.  Also in health news it looks like me and Andrea have fallen out again... why is this health related? Well Chemtrails to be exact... she's paranoid about them to the point of obsession... she posts all this stuff on my facebook page yet when i post a religious article on my page she spazzes... remember i did not post it on HER page so i cant exactly be accused of ramming stuff down her throat... same can't be sed for her with this extremely unhealthy obsession with things she can't control even if they did exist... and there is evidence that they do exist especially in other parts of the world.. although i have yet to see any proof of it here in Auckland.  But last nite she did me a favour and unfriended me and now for the first time ever ive beefed up the security on my site as the last rant she did on my page was after she unfriended me.. so i dont have to ...

haha i think the Athletics season starts in October and after a huge binge on Sat nite i'm feeling very out of shape... last night tipped the scales at 85.2kgs!! LOLS what a lardbutt.  Will weigh myself again this morning as admittedly that was after a feed at my parents place.  Other than that my diet has improved somewhat and i'm on Phase 3 at da gym.. but to be honest i think thats more of a maintenence program now as i'm not expecting to get much stronger... at the end of my hols i was benching 80kgs... now i can only bench 70kgs.  I'm expecting my strength to plummet once i move to Phase 4... which will happen once my protein shake runs out.  i dont need to be strong over summer so long as i'm light... and 85kgs is NOT light. Will need to check the website for pak athletics club to see when they take enrolements.. this is gonna be interesting to say the least and on top of that i'll be seeing if any of my friends are keen on going for runs... not many tak...

Yep i'm a postman again... did a new run yesterday and one of the houses i delivered to was MINE haha sweet... yes hehe.  The run itself was quite challenging... hard to tell how gnarly it is compared to others ive done on the first day but after i get up to speed i'll have more of an idea.  Then again i don't know if i'll be on that run again or was it just a one off for me.  Since i've jioned the Howick team ive fully done 3 runs and i like the idea of moving around a bit which is good.  in earliers posts i mentioned a few numbers that were the mail runs i did.. those numbers have changed becasue we've changed the run layout a bit....  and some runs don't exist anymore... for example the highland park run (23) has been assymilated into other runs (55 is one of them).  but 55 is now 215 i think and now includes part of highland park area along with a bit of bucklands beach rd... doesn't have the area where Scotts house is though... or the peaceful Olive...

Its either tomorrow or Tuesday... i'm headin in tomorrow just incase... had a great hols just bummin around... spent lots of money haha... now i dont have any :P. ok just for the record here are some of my sites im on FACEBOOK WEBSITE

did some more shopping today... especially stuff to do with the RWC hehe... got me some banners and some jandals today... lols 4 pairs of jandals... more to come for the summer hehe. Speaking of RWC i could be going to see the All Blacks play France with my Dad next Sat nite... could be fun. Charging around like a feral today... went kiting at Pine Harbour... session will be logged soon and there will also be a link from my website in the sports section which will be online soon.

What can i say? its holiday time... just over halfway through it and i dont plenty of nothing. Been goin out lots and too heaps of pics... mite spread em out over my social sites, this site and of course my WEBSITE... which is online at www.mtuckster.com. Still very much in its infancy but online nonetheless. And yes thats right its a genuine domain name as you can see... i own it for the next 3 months. Quite wild at da mo weatherwise... my small kite still isn't set up properly for these high winds... and besides its showery as well and even in my addicted years i tended to shun the squalls when kitesurfing

been doin lots over the hols... lots of outings, spent lots of money and have definately gained weight... this ain't an issue so long as i'm able to live army styles once i get back to work. infact i'm planning to live as though i have no boarders... which means no outings etc... i did go kiiting today... just a small sesh at Bramley but still mostly testing my kites and stuff... more of a reason to run around in da sun (which is my ace card up my sleeve for getting skinny for the summer). This is gonna be more important than actual kitesurfing to be honest but this too may actually end up getting me out in da water more as i'm more likely to go on theose marginal days when normally i wouldn't head out... of course on those days i'd be goin to prance around at da beach in my boardies as opposed to quicklly rigging up my kite etc haha. i will be writing up my hols in a seperate acticle... maybe even my website which i also plan to spawn these hols

yep thats right 2 weeks to be exact... a few things are planned... mostly social outings... not expecting to save any money over the hols but no plans to make myself broke like last time. a number of things to do online too including gettin into the Zynga games and of course making my website which will be unleashed these holidays... no real decent opffline template but i do have something... some of this stuff goes WAY back. other things on the agenda are some work around the house, sorting out wild willy and even some kite sessions... i DID head out the other day and will post on my kitesurfing blog sometime soon... also coming soon is the writeup of Leana and Tamati's 21st which was my last outing with Pakuranga... although i didn't know that at da time lol. Midway through these hols i make the switch from phase 2b to phase 3 in my gym programme... this means more focus on arms, benchpress and abs/core with no other muscles being worked. Phase 3 was the phase last yea...

I am now officially in Howick team... Howick were desperqately shortstaffed so they asked anyone in Pak if they were keen on making the switch... no-one was keen apart from me so i'm now in Howick hehe. My run isn't too far from my place and its a very nice run... the number is 9. I am also on holiday in a few weeks... just staying at home... may do the odd outing with Stipe and hoping for a group outing to Waiwera... just the household. Anyway wow did it get cold by akl standards... snow did fall in parts of the city which is allmost unheard of... although it didn't snow where i was. In Wellington it snowed and my parents were there to get it hehe. Eva has now had her baby and very nice baby too... her name is Sophia. i'm still hardcore at da gym.. buttoned off a tad but still going well most days of the week. I've changed to a more healthier diet and its starting to show... losing FAT.. not exactly losing weight as i'm looking amoungst the buffest i...

Hey awesome party last nite... this ain't the writeup but just a heads up saying it ROCKED. Anyway i am sorta having ideas on starting a website to link all my social pages. Just updated my myspace site talking about the band again. At da mo its me, Stipe, Elvis and maybe a 4th member (guitarist) Stipe - Guitar/Vocals Mark - Bass/Vocals Elvis - Drums the current setup at my place means there is no room for drums but i may purchase a bass later on just to jam in my room... which has next to NO space haha Just come back from my parents place and will be sleeping soon. August is the time when i can sense spring... the sun is now strong enuf to give me a tan. But at da mo its still winter haha

Yea man gonna be mean.... Leana and Tamati from work are both the 777 (thats 21 btw haha). i'm heading there at 9pm... just came back from getting Tamati's pressie... now making them both a card... if all goes to plan, still sorting this printer out haha. Just come back from the gym... its been a hard slog at da gym... goin everyday and to be honest it doesn't look like i'm making much progress.... i also have a new date for the transition to phase 3... 6 weeks from now cos thats when my 6 week weight loss challenge finishes... much of those 6 weeks will be quite brutal on the munchies... basically will be like a phase 3 setup except doin a total body workout as opposed to just arms, bench and core. Looks like i'll be in phase 3 when athletics starts up in October... infact i may not even hit phase 4... that will only happen if i run out of body bulk before the end of Feb. Anyway i had better sleep cos i think it'll be a late night tonite :P

yes expect more action from here now that i'm off Facebook. The main reason i'm on facebook now is to play the games... not the friend games... i'm through with that haha... i mean Zynga games... they're quite good. As i write this i'm chillin out at my place by myself... i think the cats are around somewhere but the humans have all gone out. Stipe has gone to homegroup and Aston and Emma have gone to Scotts place... Stipe is due home soon but the other two may stay out all night... they do that every now and then. Its working out well after aq few teething problems. Contrary to what others have sed Aston CAN be trusted... just goes to prove that i take ppl at face value, not at media value or gossip value cos in general ppl only say bad things about you when your back is turned... i shld know... i seen what happens when ppl think i ain't looking. Yes the reason why i'm sorta losing interest in facebook and i sorta know now that i'm friends with t...

CARS: Well white litening has its WOF so for the time being i'm all good with cars despite wild willy still not in a fit state. I did say in my last entry that wild willy isn't criticial so long as white litening is going. Even when i get back into kitesurfing i can use whitelitening cos all i'll need WW for is for Muriwai and Renton Rd. KITESURFING: I do have gear that can be used for certain conditions. i am atm more interested in goin to da gym in an affort to muscle up before the onset of the warmer weather... once that occurs then kiting will replace the gym... even so some of my main gear doesn't work so until i get that sorted dont expect full blooded addiction to that sport that once upon a time dominated my life. GYM: There is a 4 phase countdown till summer... winter mode of course is the bulking up stage and summer mode is toning down and even scrawning down as i don't need that bulk over summer. Phase 1 ended on July 21st so now i'm in phase ...

Wild willy is playing up at da mo. the battery is going flat and i believe the fan belt is to blame... the battery isnt charging properly and after not starting the other day i lost my temper as allways. there is a squeaking sound coming from the jeep when driving which could be the fan belt but could also be the alternator. white litening works fine but is illegal at da mo so taking it to a public carpark is just asking for a fine.... and i know this from personal experience. i am goin for a WOF tomorrow after work. if i get a WOF then problem solved for the time being. i dont need wild willy to work so long as white litening is going

mmmm sorta wussed out tonite. I think to be honest the best time for me to go is Sunday morning.. i'll need to work my way up to it again... and lose weight lols. But i did go to the gym today so least i'm sorta hanging in there. My kiting too is hitting snags... definately haven't got the love back as yet. Checked out the sentra today.... mite get WOF tomorrow... c wot happens

haha all i see on twitter is "Norway vs Amy Winehouse"... all i say is this in regards to AW... if you play with fire your gonna get burnt... drugs are bad... for some ppl success will destroy them... I believe God purposely keeps some of his children from the "bigtime" until he knows they are ready to deal with the trials and tribulations that come with the limelight.... why do you think ppl like myself are allways failing haha. Now you know... Now I know :P Speaking of God... once again we have attrocities commited in the name of religion... the classic "My God is bigger than your God" mentality... well if your god is so big then why do you have to "defend him" by killing innocent ppl? My GOD is big enuf to fight his own battles.. i'm quite certain that my god will come out on top... he will take on all comers... and WIN. I don't need to kill ppl to prove my worth to my God... HE died on the cross to prove his love for me... no-one...

yep white litening still needs its WOF... ive been getting it up to scratch... fixed the bumper and replaced a tyre. Went to church tonite and been going to the gym quite a bit. Thinking of getting back into the combat classes tomorrow nite... good time to get back into it as well as it is meant to be the coldest day so far this year so should be easier for me... overheating is the number one problem i have in that class and is the main reason why i stopped going. We are on the verge of the run changes at work... the new system is coming in which will suit ppl like myself who are flexable and don't have any committments in the arvo apart from the odd kitesurf. I have enroled for the 6 week challenge... but i'll be losing the weight by dietery means as opposed to pounding the pavement... i do enuf physicial activity as it is... it my EATING that needs change... what better time to start as i don't have social outings now due to me losing half of my friends. There has...

Hey ppl i did say that i was gonna explain just how i feel about my former friends. btw if you think this is gonna be a dissfest then consider yourself DISSapointed. it is not. At worst i'm keen on keeping some of my former friends at arms length by not going on outings with them. At best i'd start hanging with a few of them right now. What do i mean by "former friends"? My former flatmates at da palace plus one workmate. Ok lets get it strait... by name: EVA: its quite clear that we don't like each other... i really doubt July 2nd was the whole bomb... just the match that ignited the powderkeg of several factors on both mine and her side. Pregnant women are moody... and don't diss me for "commenting on something that i have no experience in" cos YOU GIRLS KEEP REMINDING US DUDES OF YOUR PREGGY BITCH MODES so you sheilas are the ones that say it... not us haha. Me leaving the flat WAS a factor... she can deny it all she likes but she had...

Hey as ive sed before i write this blog as though no-one reads it (and to be honest i doubt anyone actually does)... that way i can write from the heart... not having to PC anything. But besides this is my domain and those who get offended can build a bridge and jump off it. But alas for those of you who really can't understand where i'm from or why im as screwed up as i am... well here are several things that mite makew you a bit more imformed. AM I A CHRISTIAN: Yes i am. like all Christians i've struggled with issues and sin but since the Camping scare ive gotten more spitually involved and more conservative.... as a result from increased fear of God. THE RAPTURE: I believe in it, i believe in the second coming... i believe in the bible... its my favourite book! imo there is no date set for this event... and i certainly dont believe any human can put a finger on the timing of it. PRETRIB?: No i'm post trib... meaning that i believe the church will go throu...

white litening needs a WOF, wild willy is having more gearbox trouble. I replaced a tire on WL today are in the process of sorting the bumper. thats my main focus at da mo... sorting my cars

ok things have improved HEAPS between us. As i mentioned before i did unblock Eva and both her and Andrea actually did conduct themselves properly and we actually were able to sort a few things out. whilst i haven't yet sent them friend requests i am quite keen on having them on my friends list... i only remove ppl of block ppl who i consider a "threat" to my FB page so yes at a later date i will be adding them again if they accept. It should be me who makes the move because i was the one who made the move to delete them. However in real life i will never be friends with them again. i've outlined my reasons why... the mian one being that i'm back into kiting and just like before i was ready to sleep once i came home after a good kite sesh. when i'm not kiiting i will be gym training etc etc... i allways go to the gym solo now... Devon who i used to train with is NOT one of those ppl who has flamed me in the past so i guess i can still hang out with him. ...

Well since Saturday nite last weekend things have completely discintergrated betwen friends.... spiritual? YES IT IS. Demons having a field day BUT i think God is also trying to tell me something..... GET BACK INTO KITING..... FULLY. I mean it too. And now realising that a cleansing has to take place... no way can i hang with this current crowd. its a good thing... for all involved! So what happened? ok here is MY side of the story... it was all good until right at the end of Dayna and Devons party... i got a bit emo becasue i felt a bit left out as i was the only single prson there.... big deal. by the time i got home i felt better... i'm not the only person that gets emo at our outings. UNFORTUNATELY Stipe starting goin to town on several ppl, labelling them fornicators etc and of course i got caught up in all this too despite not saying a word on FB. Big revellation ppl... i am NOT Stipe.. we are too different ppl.. take a good note of that before you flame me on faceb...

The idea is to forgive and forget. I am willing to lay down my arms in the latest conflict... nobody wins in this childiest mud slinging.. im too busy to bother myself in childish games. i am willing to forgive all wrongs and have done so... i have unblocked all parties responsable... SOME have not come to the peace table... i have been abused from lots of ppl... CAPITAL letters everywhere... like i'm a little kid have to be disciplined and told off my my friends? for what? no way will i tolerate that... and cos of this there is gonna be a CLEANSING... it is UNAVOIDABLE... cannot be reversed. The forgiveness part is done... i gain nothing by holding grudges but i WILL NOT ASSOCIATE with those who use that sorta language against me... when have i done that? that is complately UNACCEPTABLE to speak to friends like that. So now i need to FORGET whioch means there is NO WAY i can associate with these ppl anymore... if nothing changes this will happen again. I'm all for re...

Well ok one of them does work but it isn't road legal. Wild willy has ONCE AGAIN got a clutch problem. now i haven't actually looked to see what is actually wrong but its the same problem as last time... can't get it in gear. But is it caused by the clutch cable or is it the pedal itself broken like last time? The former should be simple enuf job to sort in theory... in practice much harder nowadays as Repco DON'T stock clutch cables anymore... they used to. If its the latter then i'm not remotely interested in forking out another $300 to get it fixed cos chances are it'll break again in 6 months time. So what does this mean? Ummmmm well it means i have no car.... biking everywhere... including to and from work... which is great cos Liz has put me on bike out runs (hehe 23) in the meantime. This combined with other factors means that i should be losing some weight. I'm actually sorta in both winter and summer mode atm... my diet is like summer mode ...

Ok you may be wondering what that last post was all about. Well simply put i was at Daynas and Devons bday party at the Waipuna. Very good outing up until i actually got interupted whilst writing that last entry... i wrote the first bit but then we all got up to dance... 3 couples and me... my outcast mates had left... leaving the lemmings and me... hence the bad vibes. "It has to end"? mmm yes in a way it does.... and since then it looks all the more likely as tension within our group has exploded over onto facebook. I did say that this outing will be the last for ages by me... this looks like a true statement now. Whilst falling short of an out and out fallout between me and Dayna etc we definately had words. But the biggest mud was flung between Stipe and Dayna. The fact that Aston and Emma are living with me and Stipe will stop a COMPLETE breakaway. I'm all good with this as we've been getting along fine living together... but of course it does mean that...

currently at the waipuna. The seven of us got up to dance. Three pairs with me left.over. It has toend

Once Wazza moves into the palace i'll be moving out.... its working very well at my place atm... where i'm currently living.  my next mission of course is to start fixing my kites as i plan to fully get back into it especially once i move out of the palace.  other things that need to be sorted are a WOF for whitelitening.  FINALLY sorted the hot water predictament out.  Didn't see the need all the whilst i was living alone but now that others are living here it obviously became necessary and as mum sed this is now the best time to sort these things out due to the extra money coming in... other things needed to sort are the toilet door and the hot water tap in da kitchen... had a rite old spaz at da tap last nite as it wouldn't stop leaking my precious hot water lols.

Yep back at da palace with Devon, Eva and Dayna... as i type this i'm at my place... sorta spending quite a bit of time at5 both places but this time round have moved more of my stuff to da flat (da palace).  Cleaning out my place for tenants to move in soon... maybe by the end of the month.  But i don't do business with Randoms?  They ain't randoms.... Aston is Daynas brother and his gf is also moving in... the arrangment benifits us both... they have a place to stay... and ity helps me out financially too as i'm a bit dry at da mo (i splurged a bit with all this end of the world talk just to mock the dude).  Speaking of which... what a load of hot air... anyone who has read the bible allready knows that this is just more ranting and raving by yet another loony .  I for one are not remotely interested in any media crap atm... ppl have got too much time and not enuf self esteem nowadays and the advent of the internet means this sorta carryon is gonna get more an...

Thats all i can say basically... lots of ppl trying to make a name for themselves which of course is made easier by the invention of the internet.  Scaremongering, Viruses, moneyscams, get rich quick schemes etc.  As mentioned on my facebook page i will touch on a few topics... stuff that has been floating around and of course i will give my opinion of it. May 21:  Some religious group has sed that this is the day of the RAPTURE.  I guess this is to put a religious spin on the 2012 Hype generated by a few ppl with too much time on their hands and not enuf self esteem.  I personally think both the 2012 doomsday and the much less known May 21 doomsday are big piles of shit.  But i'm playing along with both doomsday dates... even if just an attempt to mock them.  I'll use anything to kick start my life... in OZ it was doom from BELOW with Sharks etc, recently it was doom from WITHIN with my Panic Disorder (THING 5)... and now its Doom from ABOVE with th...