Please explain

Ok you may be wondering what that last post was all about. Well simply put i was at Daynas and Devons bday party at the Waipuna. Very good outing up until i actually got interupted whilst writing that last entry... i wrote the first bit but then we all got up to dance... 3 couples and me... my outcast mates had left... leaving the lemmings and me... hence the bad vibes. "It has to end"? mmm yes in a way it does.... and since then it looks all the more likely as tension within our group has exploded over onto facebook. I did say that this outing will be the last for ages by me... this looks like a true statement now. Whilst falling short of an out and out fallout between me and Dayna etc we definately had words. But the biggest mud was flung between Stipe and Dayna.

The fact that Aston and Emma are living with me and Stipe will stop a COMPLETE breakaway. I'm all good with this as we've been getting along fine living together... but of course it does mean that i'll be moving out of the palace sooner rather than later... i really have NO reason to stay there now and as far as i'm concerned i'm sorta not keen to hang with any members of the palace... that includes Dan and Devon... not just the girls. This means that i stop paying rent to the palace... my final payment will be next thursday, 5 days time.

Group outings like the one tonite are now off limits for me.... i'm not doing that again... despite the excellent food

The group has fragmented.. not surprised as it has been put under enormous stress as of late. Unfortunately due to recent spiritual events in my life (believe it or not this had a alot to do with Harrold Campings false predictions putting the fear of God back into me). And no i'm not gonna delve into his predictions in this entry... this isn't about him... its about our little group and as i sed before those spiritual happs in my life have driven a wedge between me and the likes of Dayna and Eva... BUT ALSO the males of our group. This is NOT an anti female rant... the latest issues arose from me feeling rejected amoungst my own gender... yes females had a part to play in all of it but it certainly wasn't entirely their fault. I'm distancing myself from the whole group.

But even amoungst the outcasts things are a bit messy.... Andrea probabably won't react too well with the groiup falling to bits and the last person she had a beef with was Stipe... who like myself is an outcast.

But time away from Eva etc will do me good.... last time we fell out was in oct 2010... and cos i wasn't goin out i saved a lot of money and lost 6 kilos... a repeat of that would be nice

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