Pondering

ok haha as i lie on my mattress in my very small bedroom with my nose runnin thanx to an allergy to something... dunno whether its hayfever or a dust issue. but anyway im about 3 hours away from the first of two work shifts to cap of the beast that was 2014. Yes there will be a year in review, plus of course one of December. Now 2015 new years is sorta gonna revert back to the social celebrations that i tend to have.... as is the case with many other ppl. wih the exception of last year... where i saw in 2014 at home alone the only other year i can remember doin this in recent times is when i saw in 2009 at mine alone. 2010 was seen in at an oldskool friends place... actually correction i dunno when it was seen in as that was the year there was major lag with txting as i was meant to see it in at Pigeon mountain with Eva but missed out cos of txting lag.  2011 of course was seen in in Sydney with their amazing firework display. 2012 was seen in at Mrs ms place and 2013 was seen in at mine... now whilst i may have slept through the actual ticking over i was currently sharing my place with Astons brother Braeden and i think Wazza may have been there too... i know i hung with Wazza on new years day as we went wharf jumping with Andrea... hek even as recently as then we were having good times.  2013 was the year where things really unravelled... it was NOT this year... which i see as more of a post  apocylyptic year... even a transitional year as it has similarities to that other big transitional year for me... 2008. speaking of which i do plan on writing past tense reviews for the new skool years... as you may be aware 2008 was the first year where i did a writeup in on new years day... the previous years were done looking back on them... so looking back on the likes of 2008 - 2013 could be interesting as that timeframe in itself... dubbed the landlubber years due to my lack of water sports.... namely kitesurfing... is worthy of a writeup... and like the 10 years phase will only progress to the next phase when its died a grizzly death... which in a nutshell was what 2014 was.

as for seeing in 2015... im currently unsure as to what or where i will be... i may see it in at mrs ms with a firework display... or i may see it in at home... but a high chance that i wont be alone as Caleb has moved in again... as unless he goes out for it we will prob see it in together... thats of course unless indecide to go through with my plan to kill myself... which of course is metaphoric... i dont actually plan to top myself (yes i know sorry to get your hopes up).

now the living arrangement is something i plan to continue for 2015.  ive had 3 attempts at it so far... the first session was a resounding success... the second attempt was ok whilst the third attempt was a complete disaster... this time round though i have an opportunity to make ammends as Caleb is allready proving much easier to live with than his ex. i also have plans to expand the retard house with yet another flatmate as i have 3 other potential ppl that may be looking for a place to stay... all three of them in that "on da verge of leaving home" mindset. 

im not a huge fan of having randoms at mine... visiting or living. so me and caleb have agreed to keep visitations to a minimum... i dont really want his mates around as i dont know them and in return ive promised to not have mine around as there are several he doesnt get along with... a good agreement. the only exception will be those who are potential boarders... all of which he gets on well with.