Prolonged anxiety disorder, high blood pressure, MORE toothache and I even got COVID

 Ok I’m still a wannabe YouTuber making my mostly walking videos which I enjoy doing,  Walking keeps me sane, keeps me fit and helps in the fight against my ailments.  Anyway in July last year i started getting anxiety disorder again and as I write this I’m still battling it, mostly dealing with physical effects.  I’ve also got into my wanderlust more amd when I’m not doing that I’m the opposite and being a recluse.  

Went on a cruise ship finally and got that bug now too.... mostly around NZ as I don’t have a passport but I am eyeing up Australia.  These trips are also where I can suss out as to whether or not I wanna live somewhere else... whether another part of NZ or overseas.  The mostly likely option if i do move is a move to the South Island but I wanna check it out more first as I hardly ever go down there.  It’s very very nice abut I wanna know if I can handle the weather, mostly the cold.  

In the meantime I’m enjoying being a recluse and just stumbling along through life.  I will be realessing a revised ranking system for the years since 2005.  I know very dull but being dull is fun once you get older...I’m embracing my username for my main channel now.... BOOMER TUXX.  A boomer I am.  Anyway mite as well get back into blogging on here and my other blogs... battling toothache at the mo and anyway time for the papers to be delivered. Better drag my ass out of bed and face the elements which at the mo is mostly the cold but that’s cos I’m an old fart haha. 

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