2013 SO FAR
Ok lets be bloody honest.... THIS YEAR HAS BEEN SHIIIIIIIIIITE
WEIGHT: First time ive been over 90kgs, first time ive been 200 pounds... so far i havent been anywhere close to the 80kg mark... recently i have had some success at getting my weight down... to 85 kilos... like you know somethings wrong when i start thinking of 85kgs as light lmao... not only have i been heavy but my upper body is SHOT... so far none of the powerlifting action that occured last year... where i was at my strongest allround body ever... (in 2007 i was much stronger in the arms but weak virtually everywhere else). This year i have been seriously out of shape... no definition in my arms... prob cos of sod all gym action... my cardio however is still improving... thanx to my job and my lower body as allways in in good running order... never been an issue with legs n stuff... its my UPPER body which is in a bad way.
MONEY: wow seriously who would have thought that... 2004 min wage... saving heaps.... 2013 earning allmost 50k a year and cant save a dime.... nope it aint prices its cos im such a useless wanker who cant handle earning lots of money... ok some ppl may think thats not much but 50k net is about 70k gross... which is a good pay in anyones language.... and coming from a min wage background this is good money.... so in short nzpost pays good... dunno how long this will continue as other places like maccas are catching up but in short I CANNOT SAVE... and i know why too... the same reason as to why im getting fat.... JUNKFOOD... dont believe the media... junkfood is NOT cheaper.
WORK: Not bad.... been cranking hours this year mostly... unfortunately none too happy about being screwed over with hols.
KITESURFING: allmost non existant... made an effort to get back into it in late Autumn but that lost momentum when i decided to have Aston and Emma move back in... however due to extreme fallings out ive decided to resume my kiting again.
FRIENDS: Ok seriously i really shouldnt be using that word cos they are no longer friends... as ive been saying on facebook... 3 years ago i thought ppl hated me.... now i KNOW ppl hate me... big difference.. major fueds this year... over a wide range of factions too... not just one person. This is the year which has seen me and Debs completely fall out... and she has joined dayna and jess in my "do not associate with" group... this is the first time shes entered that group... and once your in you never get out. Stipe too has been off and on although unlike the others hes not "out to get me" so i still have dealings with him and atm are still friends... but we certainly have our fair share of fallings out this year. i still refuse to go to mrs ms due to the dramas stirred up there LAST year by jess. And THIS bullshit is why ive finally made the call to sever contact with the entire group... some ppl ive allready done so... others will eventually meet the same fate due to kitesurfing slowly but surely taking over my life again... this too will not happen overnight. The ONE bright spot in all of the drams this year has been that Andrea and i havent fallen out once... and in previous years her and i have had several big fallings out... including the 4 month fallout in early 2012. at the end of the day i will be going back to the water... only those who follow will still hang with me.... and i dont see anyone doing that.... not that i really give a shit anymore... if ppl treated me better then i wouldnt be doing this.
MISC: ok had several bouts of panic this year plus a semi dislocation of my right shoulder... this first incident of this sort in quite a while... last popped it in 2006. Also Aston and Emma have moved back in... and brought their dramatic baggage with them... LOTS of bullshit occured once they moved in... not from them but from everyone else... so yeah the kites have spoken and have ruled in favour of exile... banishing the cretins... Aston and emma staying at mine will not affect my kitesurfing. Infact they could very well be moving out... they are looking for other places to stay and the factors that made me keen on having them move back in are no longer an issue but unlike before when i threw them out i wont be doing that this time round provided they obey my 3 rules... which they do. Initially i left my place due to major fallouts as i relised it would be unfair on them if i just chucked them out as unlike last time they would have nowhere to go but once they decide to leave i certainly wont be sad to see them go as several ppl have tossed their toys out of the cot the minute they came back... once again stirring shit... story of this year... well thats the last tiome i associate with FUCKEN LOSERS
WEIGHT: First time ive been over 90kgs, first time ive been 200 pounds... so far i havent been anywhere close to the 80kg mark... recently i have had some success at getting my weight down... to 85 kilos... like you know somethings wrong when i start thinking of 85kgs as light lmao... not only have i been heavy but my upper body is SHOT... so far none of the powerlifting action that occured last year... where i was at my strongest allround body ever... (in 2007 i was much stronger in the arms but weak virtually everywhere else). This year i have been seriously out of shape... no definition in my arms... prob cos of sod all gym action... my cardio however is still improving... thanx to my job and my lower body as allways in in good running order... never been an issue with legs n stuff... its my UPPER body which is in a bad way.
MONEY: wow seriously who would have thought that... 2004 min wage... saving heaps.... 2013 earning allmost 50k a year and cant save a dime.... nope it aint prices its cos im such a useless wanker who cant handle earning lots of money... ok some ppl may think thats not much but 50k net is about 70k gross... which is a good pay in anyones language.... and coming from a min wage background this is good money.... so in short nzpost pays good... dunno how long this will continue as other places like maccas are catching up but in short I CANNOT SAVE... and i know why too... the same reason as to why im getting fat.... JUNKFOOD... dont believe the media... junkfood is NOT cheaper.
WORK: Not bad.... been cranking hours this year mostly... unfortunately none too happy about being screwed over with hols.
KITESURFING: allmost non existant... made an effort to get back into it in late Autumn but that lost momentum when i decided to have Aston and Emma move back in... however due to extreme fallings out ive decided to resume my kiting again.
FRIENDS: Ok seriously i really shouldnt be using that word cos they are no longer friends... as ive been saying on facebook... 3 years ago i thought ppl hated me.... now i KNOW ppl hate me... big difference.. major fueds this year... over a wide range of factions too... not just one person. This is the year which has seen me and Debs completely fall out... and she has joined dayna and jess in my "do not associate with" group... this is the first time shes entered that group... and once your in you never get out. Stipe too has been off and on although unlike the others hes not "out to get me" so i still have dealings with him and atm are still friends... but we certainly have our fair share of fallings out this year. i still refuse to go to mrs ms due to the dramas stirred up there LAST year by jess. And THIS bullshit is why ive finally made the call to sever contact with the entire group... some ppl ive allready done so... others will eventually meet the same fate due to kitesurfing slowly but surely taking over my life again... this too will not happen overnight. The ONE bright spot in all of the drams this year has been that Andrea and i havent fallen out once... and in previous years her and i have had several big fallings out... including the 4 month fallout in early 2012. at the end of the day i will be going back to the water... only those who follow will still hang with me.... and i dont see anyone doing that.... not that i really give a shit anymore... if ppl treated me better then i wouldnt be doing this.
MISC: ok had several bouts of panic this year plus a semi dislocation of my right shoulder... this first incident of this sort in quite a while... last popped it in 2006. Also Aston and Emma have moved back in... and brought their dramatic baggage with them... LOTS of bullshit occured once they moved in... not from them but from everyone else... so yeah the kites have spoken and have ruled in favour of exile... banishing the cretins... Aston and emma staying at mine will not affect my kitesurfing. Infact they could very well be moving out... they are looking for other places to stay and the factors that made me keen on having them move back in are no longer an issue but unlike before when i threw them out i wont be doing that this time round provided they obey my 3 rules... which they do. Initially i left my place due to major fallouts as i relised it would be unfair on them if i just chucked them out as unlike last time they would have nowhere to go but once they decide to leave i certainly wont be sad to see them go as several ppl have tossed their toys out of the cot the minute they came back... once again stirring shit... story of this year... well thats the last tiome i associate with FUCKEN LOSERS
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