2013 past tense summary
looking back at 2013 i can see that it sorta breaks the mould a tad... it sorta provides an exception to the general notion that each year has been getting worse and worse since 2010... it was a close one in regards to 2013... sure it was definately worse than 2012... but was it better than 2014? i think maybe... but only just. supersize me.... yea applies to a year that was my heaviest ever... lowest weight was 83kgs but mostly around 90 and a peak of 94!... thats over 200 pounds... and got a pic of me in jaxxs pool in november 2013 on my work hols when i was that weight... and its a such a grossout pic of me with my tummy rolls that it really needs to be framed and put on my wall!... or at least my facebook page.
anyway i saw it in with wazza and braeden at mine... and me wazza and andrea went to wharfjumping... nothing wrong with the start... although the antisociety attitude in me was alive and kicking i can assure you... even on a day in the sun. this would be one of the better years for me and andrea... we started hanging out lots. the prepping, conspiracy side in us was calling the shots and even today this plays a big part in my way of thinking. visited my first ever gun shop too... dunno if ill ever actually get into guns... simply put you need a decent house to own guns and my house isnt big enough... so prob not. however i wasnt after guns... i was after air guns and crossbows... socalled "tier 2" weapons... my arsenal of ranged weapons was complimenting my melee weapons that i get from armageddon... this plus the fact that i was getting into my video games was starting to cause friction between me and debbie... especially when braeden was over.
whilst 2013 was mostly solo at mine braeden did stay there a bit at the beginning... and aston and emma moved in over the winter... sparking the falling out between me and debbie... and we STILL hate each other to this day... the friendship with braeden followed suit... thanks to a false allegation that we stole Digit from their place. since then ive learnt what REALLY caused debbie to turn on me... not the cat (this was a false flag), not aston and emma moving in, heck not even me having weapons in my house and playing violent video games... but something else... and this is the reason why there will be NO reconcilliation between me and her. the hatred between me and her.... trust me it goes BOTH ways... i cant stand HER either. now me and braeden didnt actually fall out... we drifted apart thanks to his mother. but no sooner does he leave but his friend Caleb enters. now him and i were occasionally hanging out before this... he was chubby 13 year old who was heavier than i was, however now he was changing... dunno if for the better. he was no longer short and fat and now wanted to do "adult things".... like drive! and guess who he wanted to teach him? trust me this quickly wore thin... in a year where things were getting up ended... and for the record this hasnt really abaited... just morphed.. but on the whole caleb has mostly been well behaved with me... but aston wasnt too happy at him just showing up unnanounced... neither was emma... infact neither was i. however it gave me and opportunity to hang with his caregiver Greg... at no charge as we went in his van.... so really wasnt a bad thing... especially when braeden joined us one time... and i could tell breaden what really happened regarding digit... him and i are all good... but thats the last time i hung with braeden... i have seen him since... end of 2014... and hes changed too. havent seen him since then however.
Me and Stipe also had fallings out... including a big one at the end of the year.... and it was apparant that all was not forgotten with the incident at mrs ms either... so i decided to fully stay away from there until august... when i started returning... however me and that person have still not officially made up. that whole incident pisses me off... opening up yet another can of worms and exposing yet another problem of me.... im too nice... some ppl wrongly assume that nice ppl are easy targets... bad mistake... ive snapped before in 2012... evicting aston and emma... and 2 years later i would evict a random from my place... more on that in 2014 writeup... lets be honest all this came to a head in 2014... some even hinting that i was "born this way".
kiting and work were both pretty uneventful on the whole... i didnt kite much... nothing strange there... and on the whole work was good... apart from a flash point involving my bros wedding... was unable to get time off for the whole trip to Queenstown... only just managed to get the wedding itself off! all this cos of a terrible mixup with my leave form. The other incident was that some TWAT crashed into my car at the end of the year whilst i was working and drove off like a pussy. 2013 spawned two rages within me.... the obvious one with other drivers stemming from this incident and both stemming from an incident at the beginning of the year where i was sworm at for "cutting off an old lady" when i didnt do anything... this not only got me pissed off with other road users... but also got me thinking about how men are treated... BADLY... i would later find out that i am not the only person who thinks this!
ill save the best part of 2013 for last though... bros wedding and spring in general was a pretty good time... aston and emma and just moved out and i loved queenstown.... from september till november it wasnt too bad. guyfawkes was a bit of a fizzer but dont worry... plenty of fireworks in 2014!
anyway i saw it in with wazza and braeden at mine... and me wazza and andrea went to wharfjumping... nothing wrong with the start... although the antisociety attitude in me was alive and kicking i can assure you... even on a day in the sun. this would be one of the better years for me and andrea... we started hanging out lots. the prepping, conspiracy side in us was calling the shots and even today this plays a big part in my way of thinking. visited my first ever gun shop too... dunno if ill ever actually get into guns... simply put you need a decent house to own guns and my house isnt big enough... so prob not. however i wasnt after guns... i was after air guns and crossbows... socalled "tier 2" weapons... my arsenal of ranged weapons was complimenting my melee weapons that i get from armageddon... this plus the fact that i was getting into my video games was starting to cause friction between me and debbie... especially when braeden was over.
whilst 2013 was mostly solo at mine braeden did stay there a bit at the beginning... and aston and emma moved in over the winter... sparking the falling out between me and debbie... and we STILL hate each other to this day... the friendship with braeden followed suit... thanks to a false allegation that we stole Digit from their place. since then ive learnt what REALLY caused debbie to turn on me... not the cat (this was a false flag), not aston and emma moving in, heck not even me having weapons in my house and playing violent video games... but something else... and this is the reason why there will be NO reconcilliation between me and her. the hatred between me and her.... trust me it goes BOTH ways... i cant stand HER either. now me and braeden didnt actually fall out... we drifted apart thanks to his mother. but no sooner does he leave but his friend Caleb enters. now him and i were occasionally hanging out before this... he was chubby 13 year old who was heavier than i was, however now he was changing... dunno if for the better. he was no longer short and fat and now wanted to do "adult things".... like drive! and guess who he wanted to teach him? trust me this quickly wore thin... in a year where things were getting up ended... and for the record this hasnt really abaited... just morphed.. but on the whole caleb has mostly been well behaved with me... but aston wasnt too happy at him just showing up unnanounced... neither was emma... infact neither was i. however it gave me and opportunity to hang with his caregiver Greg... at no charge as we went in his van.... so really wasnt a bad thing... especially when braeden joined us one time... and i could tell breaden what really happened regarding digit... him and i are all good... but thats the last time i hung with braeden... i have seen him since... end of 2014... and hes changed too. havent seen him since then however.
Me and Stipe also had fallings out... including a big one at the end of the year.... and it was apparant that all was not forgotten with the incident at mrs ms either... so i decided to fully stay away from there until august... when i started returning... however me and that person have still not officially made up. that whole incident pisses me off... opening up yet another can of worms and exposing yet another problem of me.... im too nice... some ppl wrongly assume that nice ppl are easy targets... bad mistake... ive snapped before in 2012... evicting aston and emma... and 2 years later i would evict a random from my place... more on that in 2014 writeup... lets be honest all this came to a head in 2014... some even hinting that i was "born this way".
kiting and work were both pretty uneventful on the whole... i didnt kite much... nothing strange there... and on the whole work was good... apart from a flash point involving my bros wedding... was unable to get time off for the whole trip to Queenstown... only just managed to get the wedding itself off! all this cos of a terrible mixup with my leave form. The other incident was that some TWAT crashed into my car at the end of the year whilst i was working and drove off like a pussy. 2013 spawned two rages within me.... the obvious one with other drivers stemming from this incident and both stemming from an incident at the beginning of the year where i was sworm at for "cutting off an old lady" when i didnt do anything... this not only got me pissed off with other road users... but also got me thinking about how men are treated... BADLY... i would later find out that i am not the only person who thinks this!
ill save the best part of 2013 for last though... bros wedding and spring in general was a pretty good time... aston and emma and just moved out and i loved queenstown.... from september till november it wasnt too bad. guyfawkes was a bit of a fizzer but dont worry... plenty of fireworks in 2014!
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