December 2012 Summary

My obsession with the madness of serial killers and mass murderers often had me at the end of november looking through youtube docos about famous murderers like Bundy, Dalmer and one of my favourites the french dude who started it all... Gilles de Rais.  i often take a look into the macabre... remember not so long ago i was continuously watching Iraq beheadings of hostages over there... not on youtube... too graphic for that but on sites like Ogrish etc.  Now obsession of the minds of serial killers initially and then over to spree killers and whether these violent acts of hate were ever justified.  After watching youtube vids aplenty i came to the conslusion that there was NO justification for any of those killing sprees.  By the end of November i even to the conclusion that not even the Collumbine killers violent acts were justified.  And the others were just acts of rage.  As allways the political hornets nest gets stirred up every time mass killings take place... especially as they nearly allways involve guns.  In places like OZ and Britain bans immediately follow... here in NZ we were different as we didnt ban anything... we just tightened the laws up regarding licensing in regards to assault rifles etc... we didnt ban ak47s after Aromoana.  NZ govt showing that there is some brains in our firearms legislation... which imo is a great balance of public safety and fun with guns.  In America of copurse you have the second ammendment which gives ppl the right to defend their freedom from oppression from govts... either from within the shores of the US or from invasion from other nations.  imo it would be extremely stupid to take everyones weapons off them and not tackle the underlying cause of the problems that spawn these attrocities.  So wait a minute what the heck is all of this doing in a DECEMBER WRITEUP?  Well in the middle of the month we witnessed yet another mass slaughter from some nutter who stole his mothers guns... shot her dead and then allmost took out two entire classrooms of 1st graders and teachers before blowing his own brains out.  The whole society of america is screwed... you would have to be seriously full of hate if you would wanna kill anyone with a gun... let alone a 6 year old... let alone 20 of them... and getting rid of guns is not gonna solve that problem... bombs arent that hard to make and in China some loony did the same thing to kids over there... ok the weapon of choice was inferior which saved lives but the intention was the same and the result would have been too had he used a bomb instead of a knife.  im against any attempt to take the rights of the second ammendment away from Americians but if it does occur there needs to be a huge shakeup in American society in regards to materialism, greed, fresh food, living standards etc... sorting these things out should occur ANYWAY but its utter hypocrasy taking weapons away from ppl but still depriving ppl of basic hiuman rights and certainly in regards to the unlawful dumping of stuff into the atmospheare in a feeble attempt to slow golbal warming just so the gears of materialism can still turn over and ppl get in to their polluting cars to drive to the maccas just down the road... getting horrendously fat in the process... yep great living conditons.  Its those things that kill ppl.... guns are just a tool that some decide to use to fuck ppl up... and will continue to use to fuck ppl up when they are banned.

anyway DEEEEEP breath.... onto more positive things... well thats the intention... reality is different unfortunately.  As you may have read in a post i previously put up Angel has been KILLED by a dog.  This is the same dog that ended the life of 6 month old alaska in November.  It has now come to my attention that this dog is STILL at the property.. it was the council decision... in other words its LEGAL... dont even go there.  I'm pissed off at that i can tell ya.

The end of the month im glad to say wasnt too bad.  Christmas went well and well heck i reached a NEW high for my bodyweight... yes i are now OVER 90 kilos lols.... hangon is that a good thing considering that i am trying to LOSE weight?  oh well at least im unpopular that way i wont be going out and wasting money and getting fat lmao. im very very fat and have NO money lols.