wow i actually delivered

yea plenty of stuff has happened since my last blog... back in NZ now... infact back at work.  i was true to my word when i sed things were gonna change... but some things are still the same. i still have a weight problem and not even going back to work has helped me shift the excess pounds thanx to my terrible junkfood addiction.  Along with this i now drink alcohol and have even taken drugs... but i'm not addicted to those... never will be... i don't like it one bit... inhaling all that smoke just to get the same feeling i get from kitesurfing doesn't appeal to me.  And whilst i enjoy  abit of light drinking i have started having panick attacks again which could be due to the alcohol.  So junkfood is BY FAR my worst demon.. not only for health but for wealth as its expensive too.

on top of this i now FLAT.  i'm flatting with Eva, Devon and Dayna... so i now have TWO places i can stay at.... the flat and my house.  There IS a method to my madness though.  The flat can be used as a temporary storage facility to enable me to clean up my house in preperation for Stipe moving in... it also means i can get used to living with ppl... i started it when in Brisbane... arew continuing it now at da flat and will continue it when Stipe moves into my place.  I plan to stay in da flat for most of this year... dunno when Stipe will move in but first i need to sort things in my house... including getting hot water sorted.

The first few days back in NZ were spent with other ppl... especially Jaxx... hung ouit LOTS but now i only hang with my flatmates and still spend lots of time at my place... that combined with different work hours means that i am still mostly a solitary person... as i predicted i would be.

i have only just gone back to the gym.... the gym will ferature hugely trhis year for me and i plan to join Loyd Elsmore gym too in order to make the most of the "alternate workouts".  Also i intended to join the pakuranga athletics club but now due to my lack of conditioning and "hells tuesday" i'm gonna postpone that until next season.

And as for that allmost unheard of pasttime in my life... yes i do plan to get back into kiting... infact waterposrts in general will feature hugely on my after work activities... funds pending 

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