SUMMER 2012/2013
This summer has been known for its excellent weather which of course means sod all rain, high temps and lots of sun. Lots of days over 25 degrees and hardly any rain especially in the latter part of summer. The flip side to this of course is that we are now in a drought and impending water restrictions are in the plans. In other news as with last summer it has been filled with issues over friends and in the latter part of summer i decided to cease hanging out at certain places... prefering instead to stay at home or do big hours at work. The switch to longer hours at work which was both voluntary and involunatary has meant that i have little time to be tempted to hang at these places... but i can still hang with ppl if they are keen... despite what you may think i have not severed my ties with anyone but unless others wanna hang im quite happy to keep to myself.... this was caused by events over the summer and basically has been several years in the making. Another cause of course is my dire financial situation and my weight... the wrong one is high as allways... this was probably caused by my junkfood habits when hanging with certain ppl.... although was not the reason for me being a loner now.... if i wasnt treated like shit then i would still be eating junkfood with my mates. The geoengineering debacle has been another issue this time round... although there were quite a few days free of spraying... not the worst period by any means in terms of geoengineering. I dont care why they are doing it but it has to stop... playing with the weather is like bitch slapping a gorilla.... things turn ugly when the gorilla gets mad... humans are unable to win against nature. Use her weather to your advantage whatever comes your way as opposed to trying to change it.
Work as mentioned before has become a big factore of my life... i now have no problems with finishing late. This is both due to my issues with friends, my financial situation and also due to factors at work itself. Despite the fact that in theory you can do as much or as little work as you like in practice it doesnt work like that. im way too slow for my liking so the initial plan was to do less work so i could still finish at midday as opposed to 3pm.... this works well until others have either done too much work (cant do more than 50 hours worth) or they dont want any extra... which means the ppl with lowest hours have to do work it. So it just doesnt work out.... atm being a postie does not work for me if i wanna have early finishes every day... so ive decided to go the other extreme, using my poverty, unpopularity and my obesity as reasons for doing so. Learnt all this over the summer. And yes indeed thats why i hardly ever kitesurf now... i think i went out once.... over the whole summer... kitesurfing for me now is basically dead and that is unlikely to change all the whilst im working at post unless of course im able to get some early finishes on days with great kiting conditions.
My weight is an issue... its very high. whilst my fitness is ok i am very heavy and very weak in the upper body mostly. The late finishes have stopped me from going to the gym as well... i do all my solo activities before 3pm... defeats the purpose of going solo if you aint doing it in peace and quiet and after 3pm FORGET peace n quiet.
Work as mentioned before has become a big factore of my life... i now have no problems with finishing late. This is both due to my issues with friends, my financial situation and also due to factors at work itself. Despite the fact that in theory you can do as much or as little work as you like in practice it doesnt work like that. im way too slow for my liking so the initial plan was to do less work so i could still finish at midday as opposed to 3pm.... this works well until others have either done too much work (cant do more than 50 hours worth) or they dont want any extra... which means the ppl with lowest hours have to do work it. So it just doesnt work out.... atm being a postie does not work for me if i wanna have early finishes every day... so ive decided to go the other extreme, using my poverty, unpopularity and my obesity as reasons for doing so. Learnt all this over the summer. And yes indeed thats why i hardly ever kitesurf now... i think i went out once.... over the whole summer... kitesurfing for me now is basically dead and that is unlikely to change all the whilst im working at post unless of course im able to get some early finishes on days with great kiting conditions.
My weight is an issue... its very high. whilst my fitness is ok i am very heavy and very weak in the upper body mostly. The late finishes have stopped me from going to the gym as well... i do all my solo activities before 3pm... defeats the purpose of going solo if you aint doing it in peace and quiet and after 3pm FORGET peace n quiet.
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