October 2014 summary

see told ya they were comin thick n fast... heres October... which was noted for a failed living arrangement... "commune 3" officially lasted a week in terms of actual paid up residence... all up about 3 weeks if you include moving stuff in and out... basically didnt work out... alot of false hope on my part to be honest... i thought it mite work out (the living arrangement i mean) but it was clear from the start that she wasnt happy here. anyway that was during my first hols.... the month was a shite month financially with big spending and weight gain but by the end i was adamant that nobody else will visit my place.... let alone live here. im a loner... im happiest when im alone... i dunno why... maybe its ill treatment by ppl... some ppl have treated me badly but most seem ok. i find an inner peace when im alone... maybe some thing spiritual... prob cos God knows im not distracted by others? mmmm . anyway the last day of the month of course is Halloween which unlike last year was spent alone... with me eating candy and listening to heavy metal... as i do every year. i know last few years ive had social Halloweens... last year i was at grand central (mrs ms) and the previous 2 years i had ppl living with me... and in 2010 Stipe came over and we made a day of it.  But this year i did it alone... ive enjoyed my time alone this year... really loving being out on da bike too.... and October was the month where i realised that my place is too small to have ppl here.