More health issues, pulling teeth, snowflakes and YouTuber

 Been ages... it’s now summer although in name only to be honest.  That’s ok everything else is heating up.   Anyway got my tooth pulled just over a month ago and the aftermath caused more issues than expected.  Let’s just say I’m not too keen for a repeat so have adjusted my diet accordingly. Eating a lot less lollies now although not fully sugar free as what’s the point of living if you can’t splurge occasionally.  Also rearing it’s ugly head again is my anxiety issues.  I had an adrenaline dump triggered by me eating an ice cream too fast... this caused my pulse to go crazy for the next few hours... not surprising as I’ve had a lot of pent up rage as of late.  Lots of anxiety in general but as it sometimes does it produces physical symptoms which for the uninitiated can be mistaken for serious physical disorders.  I’ve had the occasional panic attack as well which can certainly mimic the symptoms of serious medical ailments.  All of this makes me paranoid about my health.... both physical and mental (an area overlooked in NZ!) and as a result I’ve been going on lots of walks.  I actually have several YouTube channels... these are setup to help me cope with the world (ie so I can film anyone being a douchbag to me and use it to make me an internet sensation haha) but anyway one of them is a walking channel that also does exploring.  I’ll put some links up in my next entry.  I’m also on tic toc as well with the same names as I use for my YouTube channels.

Speaking of internet I dunno what happened but after 10 years happily chilling in my archives an old entry has been flagged as offensive and has some sort of advisory on it... now I dunno why this has happened now and not back then in 2012 but unless it suddenly got a few views (hardly anyone looks at these posts) and someone got offended or law changes suddenly made previously inoffensive posts deemed offensive.  Anyway I can check how many views it got and if I have too many problems I can start deleting all my sites and go bush.  

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