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I am STILL having nothing to do with Scotts place after what transpired there during my holidays... just cos of one female saying shit i get treated like that.  Now its a second female saying shit cos shes had issues with me ever since she first knew me... typicial women i say... they never say it to your face... allways whinge behind your back. To be honest ive fallen away fropm that group... i get along with all but two ppl atm but the general acceptance of the actions of those two has made me wonder if ANY of these ppl are my friends. So ive basically stayed away from anything.  This task has been made all the easier now that im living by myself PLUS in typicial Tuckey fashion im using a weakness of mine to my advantage... my slow productivity at work.  I am very slow at work atm... but finishing late makes it easier to save money (less opportunites to spend it) as well as makes it easier to stay away from former friends.  I find it much easier to deal with my slo...

Wow talk about a shite time of year in terms of friendships and work.  Ive been very slow at work, very very heavy and now very unpopular.  i had 3 ppl living with me at the start of september... they had all moved out by the end of november and i was enemies with all 3 of them.  Jess was stirring trouble about me at Scotts place... this occured after she left... i then proceed to put her on my favourite list... the "dont ever wanna see you again" list.  a few others have now also made it onto that list.  Dayna is the most notable addition and in a way is even worse than jess... she turned Aston and Emma against me  right near the end of november.  This occured after my hols which was a mish mash of failed attempts to break a junkfood addiction.  There were two positives in spring though.... Angels kittens were born in september and i became boarder free right at the end of november.  If it was wasnt for Daynai would prob still have Aston and...

With October certainly not living up to expectations on the fitness front i was hoping that the detox programme taken on my hols would FINALLY get me some much need progress in the weight loss battle.  I was quite surprised at the lack of action coming from these pills... i expected to be shitting a lot more than i was... i limted my junkfood intake but didnt cut it out.  The hols had other dramas too.  After thinking that the smoke had settled from the incident in October i started going over to Scotts place again only to find that the dramas had NOT gone away... as a result i have RESUMED my boycott of this place until further notice.  So with the weightloss and friendships all going pearshaped in the hols you could be forgiven for thinking that once i got back to work all would be good.... WRONG the new run i started has made me even slower than before.  Oh well at least it was making me forget about the problems at home which had hit a new level with yet ano...

October was imo a drama filled month... had issues with certain ppl and ppl in general pissing me off... knowing now who my friends are i have embarked on my quest to slowly but surely weed them out of my life.  I refuse to associate with one allready due to an incident at the beginning of the month.  However there are more that i dont trust. The kittens are growing up well... and we have a new addition... his name is smokey... check him out on my kittycat page.  Ive been lazy in terms of outdoor stuff... did i even go kitesurfing? cant remember lols. As typicial of october its been windy and unsettled.  The geoengineering hasnt been hugely bad.... we still got prob bout 40% of the days without manmade clouds but it still annoys me that NZ hasnt been excluded in this silly programme to combat this global warming farce.  We have NOT heated up... yeah sure America and Europe may have but NZ has NOT... please leave us OUT of the Aerosol programme.

My detox is going well... found oput last nite what happens though when you binge on it... you start shaking and you certainlky dont feel good at all lols.  It also shows that im not actually that unhealthy when im not stuffing my face with junkfood... which is proven by the lack of symptoms and toilet events when im eating normally... so at least in that regards im happy... but in the weightloss department i havent lost a gram... however this may be due to all the water im drinking to take the pills.  If i am able to have a reasonable diet once i get back to work then thats where i reckon the weightloss will occur. The kittens are growiong up nicely... for more checkout www.mtuckster.com and go on the kittycat link. For those conspiracy buffs i have also put online my chemtrail diary to document the spraying in auckland.  Its a relaxed page... not doom and gloom... i also document the day in terms of weather as i like putting up what nature puts in our skies.... and if...

Chillin out having holidays... bout halfway through my 10 day detox programme too.... so far so good.  As i have time to spare i will be making an affort to get upto date with my webpage and the big backlog of journal entries... but hek its a start updating my blog hehe

ok as ive just updated my website... the kittycat section ill update you on the reasoning why my latest feline arrival could end up having the place to himself... yep my flatmates could all be moving out... this is their decision, not mine... and unlike the others this looks like it could end up being a friendly departure... the other two werent terribly well natured... i threw one out and the other decided to stir shit once it moved out.... and yes i meant what i sed when i sed "it"... inhuman pond scum is what that person is. Anyway im on hols soon... infact in a weeks time... however im a busy bee before then with several work related things on as well as the start of my detox plus several parties hehe.... a big month is in store in November... but first there is Halloween with candy and METAL to be had