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Ok in more ways than one.... Obviously springtime is a great time to get the house ship shape... The roof, the doors, a window lol.... Also the hot water cylinder needs replacing... That old girl has finally given up the ghost.  Splash is still AWOL... But Whiskers is still coming and going. But yea anyway another push for some kitesurfing... The usual combination of equipment, work and weather is hampering proceedings but also parking at some of the beaches... Which has prompted me to finally get the weekend kiting back again.... Hey at least I'll be able to go Sunday's! Lol.  Anyway I still need to deregulated the jeep and also I'm gonna get my kayak back from Mrs ms as I'll be using that quite a bit too for some after work action... Especially in conditions too bad for kitesurfing.  I've also joined jetts which will be handy for night and morning gym sessions..

Deregistered him the other day... Not just a matter of getting the scrappies involved.  Will miss my favourite wagon... Had excellent performance and good space and great economy as well. Unfortunately my place is too impractical to have multiple cars there and yes Wold Willy will also experience this fate eventually.

ok the answer of course to my last question about the keys not working on my comp was of course the letter B.   Also accompanied by the letter A and the number 5.   Haha kidding that's so Sesamie street. Anyway as a perpetual Oscar I love hanging around in my Garbage Can and being grumpy all the time (can't you tell?) but alas I now have an iPad again so the write ups are now gonna be on this from now on.

.... couldnt put the pieces ack together again.  yep poked.... well sorta.  can check the other logs for more imfo.  at mine again after that experiment went awry... going solo for the time eing.... ps i am aware a key isnt working on my computer lol... can you guess which letter isnt working?  comment elow lol... ill e ack

ok here you have it.... The year which to be honest had sod all good things happen.   This nightmare I am living was personified by 2015... When nothing really good happens it really kills a year... You can handle bad shit when good shit happens too... But 2015 didn't dish up much good stuff... And it flopped despite the fact whilst it had bad things happen it wasn't hugely dramatic. Living arrangements once again a problem although mostly drama free in 2015.   Stipes friendship came to an end in July and to this day we still haven't spoken. It would be nice if we could reconcile but it's unlikely to happen... my mental states pretty shot and has worsened in 2016... to the stage where I'm over living... Like genuinely over living... Suicide for me would be a legit way out... Hanging would be the method.  2015 was a very morbid year and 2016 is the death throes... Yes this write up includes a different 2016 so far.... But seriously hellish downs.   2015 had one plus ...

Ok 2014 as mentioned before was FULL of Dramas... Certainly not a boring year and whilst it was turbulent it also had a lot of good times... Infact the mid period was very good! in contrast the beginning and the end went pearshaped... I also managed to get below 80kgs in the good part... A first since 2011 so 2014 really had some things about it which not even the likes of 2012 and 2013 could match. Unfortunately good times didn't last And my unstable mental state meant that I relapsed and my weight ballooned as a result especially when Calebs girlfriend at the time did an unsuccessful living arrangement at mine. Unfortunately this was not the last time I would pay dearly for opening my doors... Anyway Stipe and I reconciled at the beginning of the year and our friendship would remain intact for the remainder of the year. Another plus of this year was me working at beach lands... Once again a real positive in the somewhat horrendous years of 14 and 15. At the end of the day 2014 se...

ok before i write up 2014 past tense and of course 2015 summary im gonna just update you on a few things.   Firstly im still doing the tenant thing... they can stay at mine this year... i havent looked further than that but i think at least one can stay.... just depends on too much stuff. Ok work took an unexpected turn just this week when i was FIRED from beachlands.... the great beachlands screwjob... i wont elaborate on what happened but major conspiracy me thinks... i aint believing the cover story... but i short im not allowed to work at beachlands anymore... which is sorta good in a way as i can sorta focus on phasing my way outa post... however thats long term... in the short term i plan to defect to howick team... but big maybes at the mo. anyway in the meantime im gonna be on hols for the whole of feb... its official.  now i dont plan to stay in akl for all of it either... infact four trips are planned... more on that later.  anyway thats the start to the yea...