2013 SUMMARY

ok you may have seen my prelim writeup that i did in late August... well here is the big one.

FRIENDS: Ok a mixed bag! haha its not all bad news! surprise surprise.  yes i have fallen out with lots of ppl due to slander and envy... cos thats EXACTLY what occurs amoungst idiots of low value.  i have majorily publicised my issues with certain WOEmen so i will not go into detail in that area. But 2013 was a year where i started falling out with MALE friends... infact in general i had more dramas with males than what i did with women this year.  BY FAR the biggest drama was me falling out with Stipe... initially it was small fallings out where we reconciled after a few days or weeks.... but in September we fell out for the last time and we have not spoken since. Its OVER. This is by far the worst thing that happened this year... remember this is someone who was my best friend for the best part of 18 years.... and its gone now.... all cos of the same bullshit thats destroyed my other friendships this year... envy and slander.  Even with friends i will not be hugely available in 2014... not on my part anyway... im prob still keen if they contact me.... unless im working... which will prob be the case.  Caleb too has been a problem... especially at the start.  I still dont trust him.... and there is a reason why he would rather hang with me than andrea... and its not cos i have the same disorder... its cos he knows he cant get away with the same shit with andrea. most ppl know that... thats why she never gets picked on... and i do.

However its not all doom and gloom.... as you know i stayed away from Scotts place (grand central) for quite a while because of yet mote dramas caused by let more females (that bullshit started in 2012). However things improved heaps in september and i resumed my visits there... and i go there quite a bit.  one of the very bright things in what was a dark dingy year for friendships. 

Another friendship which flourished was between me and andrea.  not only have we not fallen out at all in 2013 (a first for us two) but its worked out well with caleb as well.... the three of us have been getting along well... so well infact that its the only time i choose to hang with caleb... when andreas there.... she keeps him in order cos he tries to get his way with me otherwise.

But this very fact is whats gonna drive me away from everyone in 2014... the realisation that ppl just use me and abuse me... im over it.

WEIGHT ETC: we will include gym etc in here too cos it all ties in.... for most of the year i was hovering around 90kgs... in other words very high... this continues on from late 2012 when i moved from mid 80s to high 80s. i havent really come off this new weight either... the only exception came in the winter where i was able to get my weight back down to 85kgs before the queenstown trip put paid to it staying there.  Weight increased again and then in November i had hols where my weight skyrocketed to 94kgs! this was the high of the year... the lowest recorded weight for me was 83.1kgs.  i ended the year on 89kgs.

however my excessive weight is not the only issue that ive faced with my health... ive lost a lot of muscle in the upper body and now im much much weaker than last year when i did all that powerlifting... the blame obviously goes to me hardly ever going to the gym... in turn caused my me working such long hours and finishing late... (something that i DONT intend to stop doing in 2014).  Whilst my aerobic fitness is still good its still affected by my bodyweight and ppl like Andrea are dealing to me in fitness now... and definately strength.... most of my mates are stronger than me now... and most are fitter... not just guys but Andrea too.... there is a reason why ppl leave her alone! im treated like a nerd, bullied like a nerd.... and i think its about time i started ACTING like a nerd as well!

MISC: a year full of happenings.... Aston and Emma moved in and ive been cranking the hours... so you would think that at least the money situation is god.... WRONG... its the worst its ever been.... infact the last few months have been IN THE RED.... a first!  however i had an amazing trip to Queenstown and say my brother get married and my cat splash whos been with me for the entire year is now a mummy and 4 crazy male kittens tearing up the place.    A year which saw me continuing my interest in weapons and whilst not interested in guns yet i did get a couple of crossbows and several air guns... including several airsoft guns, a paintball gun and a slug gun.  Armageddon whilst not the spending spree it was last year for me i still did manage to score me a few toys... and not bad for something i wasnt planning to go to this time round.  The car situation is shakey at best.... the jeep has been off the road the entire year.... and no plans to change that any time soon.  The sentra is still going but dunno how long for... and as mentioned before some RETARD cant drive and crashed into me whilst i was doing the mail..... TYPICAL LOSER BULLSHIT.... FUCK THE WORLD