July summary

Ok ppl July saw the return of some bullshit.... oh well i guess it took my mind off the mental problems for the time being.  It wasnt all that bad but basically ive just taken the good ol antisocial recluse thing ive been pimpin to a whole new level.  Now ive also blabbed on facebook that come the end of the year im gonna burn my place down with me inside if i dont fully get into kiting.  That is a true but not in a literal sense... thats short for "ok im fucked off with this bullshit, i aint happy with the status quo"... check the bible... this sorta thing is mentioned all the time... ya know puttin da flesh to death, takin up ya cross, cuttin off ya hand etc... all about removing shit from ya existance that fecks u up.

anywayi have made a very unsuccessful attempt to fully get back into kiting... as mentioned before my place is a kiteboarding place... ever since i met these new "friends" ive had nothing but trouble and lots of it is to do with that 2 bedroom UNIT that i PARTLY own.  Well i just realised that i dont need to get back into kiting for attonement... i can just ditch the socalled "friends" and sorta TRY to keep it as oldskool as possible.. ill keep Stipe as a mate cos i knew him long before all this shit hit da fan.

Weightwise im still around 80kgs... very light for mid winter.. and yes i got cold.. haha a wuss i am.

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