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.... you better get ready.... yea im ready.... ready to kitesurf.... a classic example of the huge change in my attitude this year.... my return to kitesurfing really does have sinister motives... and once im fully addicted to it again then  i wont be hanging with ANY of my friends (genuine or fake... doesnt matter) unless they too kitesurf of course... yes i know this should be on my kitesurfing blog but out of necessity kitesurfing has INVADED my everyday life and unleashed a FURY against the infidels that dare slander me and harass me.... oh and if they dlnt get the message with my kiting then ill get the LAW involved.... the idea of having ppl who bully me thrown into the slammer gives me a STIFFMEISTA. yep ive warned ppl that this BEAST FROM THE EAST is reincarnation of his old skool ways.... ways that small minded cretins have not seen before. i really see no need to explain what actually set me off.... just read my past blogs amd you will find all the reasoning you nee...

Simply put thats the main reason for my return to kitesurfing... when i kitesurf im in the box seat as i call all the shots in regards to my relationships.  This may sound nasty and arrogant but it needed to happen because to be honest i dont know who to trust now.... beleive me it aint just the socalled "big 4" that i have issues with and ive been told by several ppl that im picked on because ppl see me as a soft target.... REALLY? well thats a bit stupid isnt it.... saying that to someone who is quite able to do something about it.  Thats why im back into kitesurfing.... so far its solely as a means of alienating my socalled "friends"... most of which i dont trust anymore.... and i certainly dunno which ones are genuine and which ones are just users and losers... well i dunno for certain anyway... but i have a pretty good idea... but kiting is the great filter as the ones who REALLY wanna be my friend will be prepared to do it on my terms ... all the whilst im not...

it really has been an enraged start to the year BUT its been quite productive. I have actually been turning my fury into fruit... and no shortage of things to enrage me. But these dramas were all spawned last year.... no fresh stuff yet... touchwood. The biggest drama atm is the ongoing bullshit with my car and THAT retard who caused THAT crash. As i will never know who did it.... unless he stupid enuf to pursue things legally.... or even stupider to do it violently. Not such joy though so i guess hes the one that got away. This flareup has been brought on by the latest bullshit with coverage etc... its not final by any means but i got some quotes... and it doesnt fill me with much joy. me and andrea have decided to both get back to our past hobbies... me of course is kitesurfing, for her its martial arts... shes done several including ju jitsu, aikido, kempo and wushu but shes also done pro wrestling training which is of interest to me cos as you know o watch a lot of pro wrestling li...

ok you may have seen my prelim writeup that i did in late August... well here is the big one. FRIENDS: Ok a mixed bag! haha its not all bad news! surprise surprise.  yes i have fallen out with lots of ppl due to slander and envy... cos thats EXACTLY what occurs amoungst idiots of low value.  i have majorily publicised my issues with certain WOEmen so i will not go into detail in that area. But 2013 was a year where i started falling out with MALE friends... infact in general i had more dramas with males than what i did with women this year.  BY FAR the biggest drama was me falling out with Stipe... initially it was small fallings out where we reconciled after a few days or weeks.... but in September we fell out for the last time and we have not spoken since. Its OVER. This is by far the worst thing that happened this year... remember this is someone who was my best friend for the best part of 18 years.... and its gone now.... all cos of the same bullshit thats destroyed m...

a step backward this month! the worst thing that occured was that my car was crashed into whilst i was doing the mail.  It was a month where i was angry in general... with the impression that im being unfairly treated... ive found similiar experiences in the past to be based on FACT.... ie i was ACTUALLY being mistreated.  Paranoia occurs for a reason... it doesnt just occur! Something tangeable sets it off! and i KNOW i am allways being treated like shit.... ALLWAYS. It certainly put a bad end on what was a pretty good last quarter of 2013

still losers saying shit about me and the number of ppl i dont trust is growing... so next year i will be taking drastic action.  In other totally unrelated news my car has been crashed into whilst i was delivering the mail... it was a hit and run... cowards drove off without leaving details... im not gonna rant anymore about it but as it looks like a high speed crash im just gonna lovingly remind ppl to slow the fuck down! lmao. its in a builtup area and seriously ppl who wanna speed should go to the drags or pukekohe or somethin... public roads are not the place to do it. anyway looks like im covered via work as it was work related so hopefully it wont cost me but thinking of making a huge spiked bullbar and bolting it to my towbar only whilst im doing the mail... would be illegal whilst driving. Hey im SERIOUS dont laugh lmao... im gonna do this as whats to stop it from happening again?

With me regularily back at mrs ms again its safe to say that my weight and financial position arent anything flash. November saw me hit rock bottom and whilst spring was much better than winter for dramas they did return somewhat at the end there... prompting extreme measures i will be implimenting next year.  For most of the spring i had some hope the the tribe could reunite and that we could all be friends... but November taught me that flogging a dead horse is just a waste of time and its now up to the maggots to do their job.  The biggest casualty is of course my 18 year friendship with Stipe... which is now well and truly dead and buried