The madness continues..... i like being deleted

it happens so often i'm getting a fetish for it hahahaha. My strategy last time was to have my site deactivated for most of the time.... and reactivate it only whilst i can check on da goss. Well i decided to leave it on for a while... about 6 hours. In that time Jaxx and all her little groupies deleted me. Apart from Peter (her dirty Aussie friend... actually he's a Kiwi but lives in OZ)... but hey what does it matter.... he deleted me today so none of them are on my FB now. I remember last year i saw freakin out when i thought Jaxx mite have had meningitus.... hahahahahaha wot a difference a year makes.... can't stand da bitch now.

I now full on kitesurfing.... and to be honest getting deleted like that makes ya pissed off... but for me it just sends me running headlong into kitesurfing... i use kitesurfing as a means of rebellion against all that i hate..... i allways have had a bit of hatred in me towards ppl and what is popular but at da mo its more intense than normal but it just makes me allways wanna go to da beach and kitesurf.

Basically there is only 5 ppl who can save any crumbs of da friendship that used to exist between me and jaxx. Eva, Bex, Duff and Jaxx's 2 friends Mel and Rebecca. Absolutely no way for me and Jaxx to directly communicate as the last line of communication (facebook) was severed by her deleting me as a friend.

At the mo there is no wind.... i have been fryin my brains with heavy HEAVY metal.... another form of rebellion for me. day off work tomorrow and i'm trying (and failing haha) to get my house clean.

My friend Tim used to have a sheep in his back yard when i first knew him in 1992. This thing was a Ram and it was insane.... everytime you went into da paddock it would lay da smack down on our bitch asses. We reckon it was becasue he got his gonads chopped of wrong and as a result is allways pissed off........ well i sorta feel like that at da mo hahahahahaha.

Anyway interesting to see how this all unfolds... this has happened before waaaay waaay back in 95 with Tim and Aaron.... they suddenly say "its over!!" More of an issue then cos we still went to da same church. We had friction... allmost got physicial but also resulted in us becmoning friends again. Dunno if it will happen this time round with jaxx but i feel that same anger that i felt in 95 with tim and aaron. This time round though im dealin with someone who has nothin in common with me. Me and Tim had lots in common... especially back then. Me and Jaxx DO NOT. Unlike before i do not see Jaxx at all so not only will it be harder to reform the friendship but there is just simply no need for us to be friends or even coexist peacefully in the same location. I see the friendship with Jaxx FULLY GOIN PEARSHAPED... at da mo there are 5 ppl who can save it but there is one person who does not want to save it..... ME hahahaha.

In other news i've been at post for 11 months which measn in a months time i will have been there for a year..... which means i can claim for more holidays.... and thats exactly what i plan to do. and what do i plan to do in my holidays?? You do da math.

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