THING 5
What can i say..... it BACK and back with a vengence. The fifth installment of panic disorder is now gripping me with fear and sickness. In a year that so far has been plagued with health problems like severe toothache and severe anxiety huge questions are being asked by myself as to the lifestyle factors that are contributing to this illness.
What happened today was the final straw... i was sorting my mail at work.... at a nice clip of speed i mite add as i wanted to get done early today to get ready for Eva's baby shower tonite (which i'm not goin to now cos of this illness).... i felt panic set in and then felt very faint... shaking, tried to fight it but it just kept coming... then i was called to help out on the extra run and thats when the shit really hit the fan.. only JUST managed to stay standing up and afterwards had to sit down.
ppl obviously were very concerned bout me and i obviously couldn't continue sorting.... let alone deliver the mail.
This is the first time that i've had a panic attack at nzpost.... it bring back memories of the panic attack i had at maccas in 2003 when the ambulance was called cos i thought i was having a heart attack. Back then i had a checkup and came through it ok. This time round i know its not a heart problem which now means that i'm now fearing panic attacks which means that its now time that i eliminate this problem.
there will be a writeup of all my panic disorders from THING in 1999 to THING 5 in 2011
What happened today was the final straw... i was sorting my mail at work.... at a nice clip of speed i mite add as i wanted to get done early today to get ready for Eva's baby shower tonite (which i'm not goin to now cos of this illness).... i felt panic set in and then felt very faint... shaking, tried to fight it but it just kept coming... then i was called to help out on the extra run and thats when the shit really hit the fan.. only JUST managed to stay standing up and afterwards had to sit down.
ppl obviously were very concerned bout me and i obviously couldn't continue sorting.... let alone deliver the mail.
This is the first time that i've had a panic attack at nzpost.... it bring back memories of the panic attack i had at maccas in 2003 when the ambulance was called cos i thought i was having a heart attack. Back then i had a checkup and came through it ok. This time round i know its not a heart problem which now means that i'm now fearing panic attacks which means that its now time that i eliminate this problem.
there will be a writeup of all my panic disorders from THING in 1999 to THING 5 in 2011
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