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omg Octobers been busy and chaotic and sometimes downright crap. My car got broken into in Grey Lynn. My friendships has been up the pole again and i've had my fair share of emotional fuckups. But work has been going good and i've had a few gr8 outings with Tim's mates, a work outing to paintball and a gr8 outing with Jaxx, Eva, Scotty and Devon just the other night. Kitesurfing has been dissapointing conditionswise but i've had a few good sessions in. got a new board too which goes great. but mentally i've been a wreck, very very very moody... maybe because my suspicions that ppl dislike me are now turning out to be fact. of course becasue of this i've been flying between all my mental states... trapped in the pop culture without the perks. as much as i like working at post i've come to the conclusion that it doesn't fully suit me if i was gonna become a full on kiter again so at the mo i've got to balance everything on a fine point... if i ge...

.... hmmmm me losing my favourite board has got lots to do with that as well. spring conditions - which are windy and gusty out east just do not suit a small board... i have two boards now... both require a lot of power from the kite which can be an issue at pine harbour where even in windy days the wind lulls to under 15 knots. i've had it with travelling after this... i left the board at Orewa. I'm fully kiting local now... which unfortunately is more suited to the bigger boards like the one i lost. I kite 3 beaches, Eastern Beach, Bramley and Pine Harbour... flat island is not suited to small boards because the beach just doesn't suit running back upwind... which i allways seem to be doing on a small board. i will be eventually blogging my kiting stories on a blog site made up by wellington kitesurfers. Jaxx's bday is tomorrow nite and i think i'll go to it. i'm all over the place at da mo at work which i like.... on run 54 at da mo but could be back on 4...

HERE THEY ARE... Sep 16th 2009: Ok i'm just about to head to work... on my way home i plan to get da WOF for my car. In other news i have a couple of outings planned. Firstly i'm off to Tim's flat warming party at the end of the month. Also this saturday night me, Eva and a few other ppl are going to Ghengis Khan. The plan now seems to be that i now have an outing with Eva on Sat nite and an outing with Jaxx every monday arvo. this of course depends on my kitesurfing... which of course is my WIFE hehe. Jaxx and Eva are just friends btw... just incase you thought i had two girlfriends hahahaha Sep 13th 2009: Utterly peeved about getting banned from google.... this very move has forced my hand in the progrssive decision to go underground and decrease my internet presence until only myspace, facebook are remaining. But even on these site the eventual move will be to make them very inactive... as opposed to now where i'm playing lots of games on them. the plan is al...

ghengis khan 2morrow. i'm on run 49 now.... but also being trained on run 55. dats all i really got to say due to a few minor issues i was offline for a while and had to write offline... will post that up next entry

Soaked up da vitamin D yesterday.... da legs got some sun and i was able to get my vitamin D quota whilst earning money at da same time. Multitasking? hehe of course. This new skool style of thinking by me is just one of the insane things that brew in my mind.... i guess thats what happens when you spend most of the day in your own company. However yesterday was not all spent in solitary confinement... in a blast from the past me and Jaxx met at Starbux in what was a flashback to 2008 . no more vitamin D for me though... sunnies and long pants and long sleeved dresssy shirt.... mmm classic 2008 styles. hopefully this summer i wont get sunburnt the same. I know with my kitesurfing i allways have issues with da sun and my job is an ever present UV hazard but i'm hopefully learning my lesson and as a control freak the ever present fight to exert control over stuff is necessity for me... who has no other way of succeeding at life. things are allways changing and i have unorthod...

yep i've been on the new run for a few days now but i was back on 54 for a day by myself.... and that day wasn't without its drama as i had a complaint about me not delivering held mail on 31st august... it was a simple mistake and i was was annoyed with myself than anyone else was and just showed me that i'm really not quick enough for a run of that stature... well i am but i get jittery and take shortcuts and my organization suffered and a run that size will punish ya if you ain't on your game. Because of this i'm much more focussed on sorting fast which means a return to da mp3 player and yet another attempt at quietening down. With da switch to 49 i can sorta get myself organised as i don't need to rush as much... due to it being one of the smallest runs. both inside and outside this run is small, yet lacks the brutal hills of 23. my approach to this run is vastly different to 23. on 23 i struggled with the inside... but outside i went supersane fast. T...

ok i didn't see that one coming. I was training someone on 54 yesterday. this means i will be going on another run soon..... i'm assuming it will be 49 but you never know for sure haha. in other news i am actually making some progress at cleaning up my house.... omg hahahahaha. my weight is still quite high... bout 83kgs... not quite the 86 that it was a few weeks ago but i've been bingeing the last few days.... i just love eating lollies haha but wouldn't mind shedding but of weight for da summer.